It’s April 17, 2008 and I’ve been in a bad mood most of the week, So much so that I don’t care to talk to anyone. I’m sure learned a valuable lesson for sure. I don’t care how kind hearted one can be there is always someone out there who will try to take advantage of you or lead you on. I’ve always known we’ve had issue in the gay community and one of the reasons why I started the publication. Once I get over this mood swing I’m in I will get back on track and not allow myself to drop my guard as I have in the past.
Sunday would have really been a great day for me especially after all that’s happen in the last three months. This year just doesn’t seem to be going well for me at all and I’m ready to fast forward to 2009 for sure. For those who don’t know I’m leaving on a cruise Sunday evening and originally invited someone to go with me but he wasn’t going to make it so I ended up asking someone else as a back up. Good thing was he wouldn’t have to pay for any of it except for half the airfare. Here we are a week before we are to take off and he tells me he’s not going to be able to make it, so all can imagine that I’m bummed about now. Not so much that I won’t get on the boat and try to have a good time, but that I will loose some money in the process. See if it was a vacation and airfare I could have gotten that back but when it comes to a cruise, well you can’t get those funds back at all especially so close to departure. Plus I can’t find anyone to go with me under a week. I’m not rich by all means but I could have used those funds elsewhere for sure. I want talk ill of the person but I feel my trust factor towards this person has been shattered.
I’m not going to post anything of my true feeling as I won’t belittle myself like that. I’m a much better person than that. Do nice guys finish last well we’ll see. This I can say, the next time someone is invited to go on a trip I will make sure they pay their way. Right now I guess my pride is hurt. Oh well it to shall pass. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys.
Sunday would have really been a great day for me especially after all that’s happen in the last three months. This year just doesn’t seem to be going well for me at all and I’m ready to fast forward to 2009 for sure. For those who don’t know I’m leaving on a cruise Sunday evening and originally invited someone to go with me but he wasn’t going to make it so I ended up asking someone else as a back up. Good thing was he wouldn’t have to pay for any of it except for half the airfare. Here we are a week before we are to take off and he tells me he’s not going to be able to make it, so all can imagine that I’m bummed about now. Not so much that I won’t get on the boat and try to have a good time, but that I will loose some money in the process. See if it was a vacation and airfare I could have gotten that back but when it comes to a cruise, well you can’t get those funds back at all especially so close to departure. Plus I can’t find anyone to go with me under a week. I’m not rich by all means but I could have used those funds elsewhere for sure. I want talk ill of the person but I feel my trust factor towards this person has been shattered.
I’m not going to post anything of my true feeling as I won’t belittle myself like that. I’m a much better person than that. Do nice guys finish last well we’ll see. This I can say, the next time someone is invited to go on a trip I will make sure they pay their way. Right now I guess my pride is hurt. Oh well it to shall pass. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys.
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