Well today is my fathers Birthday in which he turns 73 today. However it’s a bitter celebration since my nephew has passed on Saturday February 16th, the only grand child my father took it pretty hard. I do feel guilty that me nor my brother has give then grand kids. As much as I love kids, during our time of growing up I wasn’t about to do something like lay down with a female to produce one. It’s not that I couldn’t love her but I couldn’t love her the way she would want to be loved. So why set myself up for a failure. The family is on morning right now as my nephew was taken way to early at 22 but we are managing and moving on with life. He brought us great joy and was a good kid over all. We never had to worry about him doing drugs or gang banging as he was raised right. I do regret not spending much time with him but I guess that’s a part of life. Keep your prayers coming as the family can use them. Until fingers meet keys.
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