Friday, November 09, 2007

I GOT LAID!

Hello My Friends.
I hope all are doing well. It’s been sometime since I’ve written here and at one point thought I would give it up since I haven’t had the time to really blog things down. I started the blog as a way of me coping with some of my day to day issues as well as my closest friends keeping contact with me as well. It has been helpful especially when it came to my father as folks seem to really be interested in how he was doing. You all will be happy to know he’s still here and doing well. He’s in a rehab slash home but improving pretty much everyday. I’m just happy to have him here another year. Thanksgiving will be interesting for sure. I have to work that day but it’s all good. Good news, I’ll be off Xmas holidays and New Years as well. Not that I’ll be sharing it with anyone special. Well I take that back as there is a certain someone in Boston who’s taking a liking to me. However I’m still dealing with my ex and his absences. I’ve gotten over the fact that he’s gone to the big house and have moved on.

As of today, I GOT LAID! After a year and so many months I felt like a virgin but once I got going it was like riding a bicycle as I remembered every thing I even learned. I know he enjoyed it and I did to a point but it just wasn’t my ex. I didn’t feel the bells and whistles as I did from my ex. Then again I have been an angry man these past couple of month and it’s shown in my job performance as well as close friendships. Good thing is I can recognize this and start making some changes in my life to be a better person and move on in life. My ex will always be a part of my life and I’m well away that he’s going to be locked up for a long time. Still there are some thinking I’m going to wait around for him. I don’t hold the future and surely don’t clam to see into the future, but this I know I still have a lot of living to do and I’m going to try and do it to the fullest. After all life is what we make of it.

I’ve decided not to talk too much about my ex on here anymore as I have been getting some negative feed back from some of my co workers and close friends, the ones who know about him. However I have been getting good support from some who commend me for keeping the friendship. They understand that he made a mistake and is being punished for it. However at 55 or 65 depending on how long they keep him it’s going to be hard for him to get his life back in order and will need a good true friend on the outside who can understand what he’s going through, especially since I’ve worked that for 15 years. In other words we’ll be friends until one of us stops breathing.

I got the third issues out after a long battle with the printers. I was also relieved to her from an on line friend that I wasn’t the only one having an issues with printers. In my situation I hope they have solved there problem so that my forth issue won’t have a long delay either. By the way the Third issue, (A picture of the cover to the right) has been my best seller to date. Close to three hundred sold. As word gets out it’s getting bigger and bigger.

No big plans this weekend but Head some close friends will be coming into town this weekend so will be looking forward to seeing them if I can tear myself away to get over there. Next weekend I’ll be going to Louisiana for the announcement party of the Royal Order Unicorn, A gay and Lesbian in Lafayette, Louisiana. A great group of folks and they know how to throw a party that’s for sure. Young and old as well as straight and gay all attend and it’s nuttin but a party. And yes I spelled nothing wrong intentionally. Well that’s about it for now as I’m still debating should I stop blogging and just keep a private diary as I did before. It’s something to think about and I’ll dream over it tonight when I go to bed yet alone. I can say I’m exhausted from my sexual encounter today. At least no one was disappointed. So until fingers meet keys take care everyone and have a great weekend ahead.

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