Just Making Do

Hey all

Nothing really to chat about as I have been pretty busy these past few weeks as you can tell since my last entries one here. Cool weather is finally coming around and not to soon but it’s still hot. Winter is around the corner for us and I can hardly wait. I didn’t do much this weekend as I was just taking a break from things. Didn’t even see my father as I feel bad about that but he understands as I needed some me time is all. I did get a call from Richard which was a nice surprise and had a nice chat. Finally heard from Pete this morning as well and he’s doing well also. His son has finally married and they are honeymooning I guess. I often wondered how me and my ex would fair if we had made it that far. Since the news I have been thinking about him a lot and what he’s got to endure over the years. He seems to be ok with it all and seems to have found religion to help get him though this all. Although there is no future for me and him I won’t abandon him as a friend as me and his mother plus one other friend are all hue has. It’s time to think about moving forward as I won’t place my life on hold till he gets out. It worries me but I can’t allow that to cloud my judgment in my efforts to move forward. I have accepted what’s happen as well and ready to make a move forward in my life. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers do meet keys all have a good week and take care. Hugs.

Day After 911

Well it’s been just about a month since I’ve written here and really not much to tell. Well yeah there is. Found out on Saturday that my ex got 40 years for his crime and as much as I didn’t think it would affect me it has. Not only am I feeling sorry for him but worried about his well being as well. The crime is nothing to take lightly but 40 years is a bit harsh too. I’ve seen murders get less time. Still I will support him as a friend, Haven worked in the prison system for 15 years I know he’s going to need letter writing friend to help him sty well rounded until he’s up for parole. In the mean time its hump day and I’m ready to get it over. I’m debating going to work today as we have a tropical depression brewing in the gulf. This one popped up all of the sudden but the weather folks say it won’t develop or have time to develop into a hurricane so we’re safe there but they’re worried about the flooding situation. Since I work near the gulf I just hope it will hold off until I’m off work and make my way home. We really don’t need anymore rain our way. I lost count on how many days of rain and scattered showers we’ve had but I know its well over 70. The six year anniversary of 911 was yesterday as well my completing seven year on my present job. I wasn’t in a good mood at all as when I got to work my boss started up then there was a manager meeting that things just went down hill from there. I feel much better today after a long night sleep so it’s work as usual and making the best out of life. So until fingers meet keys.