Man it’s been some weekend as I’m literally exhausted. This Tuesday morning got a call from my mother and brother to go check on my father as he’s starting to become bead ridden. They called me over Sunday to help get him out of the vehicle as he could get out on his own power. He’s blaming his sugar but I know it’s him as he’s been having degenerating disease for a long time. I guess it’s starting to catch up with him now. Soon as he hits the door it’s straight to his chair and he doesn’t get out of it unless it’s to go the bathroom or to bed. I can’t be there to make him start walking all the time and my mother just lets him do what he wants so I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. However the hours are taking their strain on me as I tires a lot and not eating as much either from sleep deprivation and family members calling to wake me up at week hours in the morning. They seem to think its convenient for me to tend to him since I work evens but they forget I have a business to run as well which this month is suffering from it. Still I gather strength to do what I have to do.
What needs to happen is my mother needs to retire so she can stay home and take care of him like she should. My aunt was hired to be his health care provider but they problem is my mother wants her to clean and I’ve never heard of a health care provide coming to ones home and cleaning house. Long story there and I could write a book on that but just know I’m not going to be cleaning up after someone who’s not going to attempt to keep it that way. One thing I won’t waist my time. Although me and my brother live together he’s to a point like my mother and I sometimes wonder do I really need to be on my own. However I do enjoy being a home owner and once the business is really strong enough o support itself I’m going to seriously think about buying my own home instead of a joint thing like I have now.
As I mentioned in my earlier Blog I had a great time on Saturday night but I don’t see a love connection there. I do care for him and enjoyed his company but after I got to thinking about some of the things that happen throughout the night’s event I know a love connection isn’t there. Smooch buddies is about it. Then again I could be wrong but I’m not getting my hopes up and falling in love over it. I know I’m way mature enough for that now days. Sunday was Jeff’s (my Ex that’s in Jail) Daughter’s Birthday. She turned Seven. I hate that I wasn’t there to give her a gift but under the circumstance it’s still best I stay away until all this is over. I haven’t heard from him in about two months and you know I’m ok with that. His choice as he still continues to make the wrong decisions in his life. Then again being Bipolar doesn’t help but last letter I received from him he’s getting help while in there so maybe some good will come from it and he can get his life back together. I haven’t checked the City for Molesters in a while to see if his picture is posted there. Last I look he wasn’t in the data base. That’s a whole other story in itself.
I received two new intakes today and they’re a breeze to get done but since we didn’t get much done last week I have a mound of paper work on my desk that’s waiting to get done. Found out I’ll be receiving Seven plus on Tuesday. Thanks god I’ll be gone on Friday to Austin. Looking forward to spending sometime up there even though I have four photo shoots that weekend I will be nice to get away. Did a photo shoot yesterday and looking a the pictures they are going to be a nice lay out. However I don’t care to have others in the shoot while it’s going on it helps the models to relax then so be it. However the models roommate was helpful at some points as he use to work for Penthouse at one point. I was nervous myself as I hadn’t felt that way in a long time doing a shoot but I guess I was worried would I measure up and no I’m not talking about my dick size. Sex was not even in the equation. It was a nice shoot that took about two hours and looking at the over five hundred pictures I have some great pictures even though I’m not a good picture taker for inside shoots. Then again thank god for PhotoShop. Well that’s about it for now as I’m off here to make a few phone calls to touch bases with a couple of the models to see if we’re still on this weekend. So until fingers meet keys I hope all are doing well and having a great weekend. Hugs and chat soon.
What needs to happen is my mother needs to retire so she can stay home and take care of him like she should. My aunt was hired to be his health care provider but they problem is my mother wants her to clean and I’ve never heard of a health care provide coming to ones home and cleaning house. Long story there and I could write a book on that but just know I’m not going to be cleaning up after someone who’s not going to attempt to keep it that way. One thing I won’t waist my time. Although me and my brother live together he’s to a point like my mother and I sometimes wonder do I really need to be on my own. However I do enjoy being a home owner and once the business is really strong enough o support itself I’m going to seriously think about buying my own home instead of a joint thing like I have now.
As I mentioned in my earlier Blog I had a great time on Saturday night but I don’t see a love connection there. I do care for him and enjoyed his company but after I got to thinking about some of the things that happen throughout the night’s event I know a love connection isn’t there. Smooch buddies is about it. Then again I could be wrong but I’m not getting my hopes up and falling in love over it. I know I’m way mature enough for that now days. Sunday was Jeff’s (my Ex that’s in Jail) Daughter’s Birthday. She turned Seven. I hate that I wasn’t there to give her a gift but under the circumstance it’s still best I stay away until all this is over. I haven’t heard from him in about two months and you know I’m ok with that. His choice as he still continues to make the wrong decisions in his life. Then again being Bipolar doesn’t help but last letter I received from him he’s getting help while in there so maybe some good will come from it and he can get his life back together. I haven’t checked the City for Molesters in a while to see if his picture is posted there. Last I look he wasn’t in the data base. That’s a whole other story in itself.
I received two new intakes today and they’re a breeze to get done but since we didn’t get much done last week I have a mound of paper work on my desk that’s waiting to get done. Found out I’ll be receiving Seven plus on Tuesday. Thanks god I’ll be gone on Friday to Austin. Looking forward to spending sometime up there even though I have four photo shoots that weekend I will be nice to get away. Did a photo shoot yesterday and looking a the pictures they are going to be a nice lay out. However I don’t care to have others in the shoot while it’s going on it helps the models to relax then so be it. However the models roommate was helpful at some points as he use to work for Penthouse at one point. I was nervous myself as I hadn’t felt that way in a long time doing a shoot but I guess I was worried would I measure up and no I’m not talking about my dick size. Sex was not even in the equation. It was a nice shoot that took about two hours and looking at the over five hundred pictures I have some great pictures even though I’m not a good picture taker for inside shoots. Then again thank god for PhotoShop. Well that’s about it for now as I’m off here to make a few phone calls to touch bases with a couple of the models to see if we’re still on this weekend. So until fingers meet keys I hope all are doing well and having a great weekend. Hugs and chat soon.
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