Tuesday, February 27, 2007

What a Weekend LUEY!

Hello My Friends.

Lots going on in the city that’s for sure. It’s been a little while again since I’ve written in here but this read will be interesting I promise. LUEY weekend this past weekend and for those who don’t know its LET US ENTERTAIN YOU. Man I have to say it was some entertaining going on for sure. The only time I really attended LUEY was at the closing ceremony a few years ago. However since I was out promoting my publication I was there at the beginning but skipped the closing ceremony this time around. After two days of Smoked filled rooms and watching guys sucking dicks, well I had enough. Even had some offers to group and suck as well but drunken men just don’t appeal to me. Besides one could work on then for hours and they still wouldn’t get off. Alcohol works as a suppressant. Besides I was there to promote the publication and not get involved in the acts that were going on behind portable toilet, bushes, or ice trailers, as some of them weren’t modest at all, whipping it out and let folks go after it under a tent they had set up or out in the open with very minimal light. I have to say I did get and eye full and some men were very gifted. There was a lot of voyeurism going on including present company. The leather men were out in full force too. Lot of fur being showed off and to go around as well. I did notice that the moods changed as the run made its rounds. The first night was at the MARY’S a biker bar but there was a lot of leather men showing off their leather attire. Brazos River Bottom (BRB) is more a country bar and they were getting down there for sure. Restrooms stayed hot as well so you know what was going on there. I’ve never been one to be into the leather scene but I have to say some of them looked good. Lots of modeling going on too. For some reason I felt my equilibrium was off during the time I spend there. I guess I’m not use to doing that kind of outing as I don’t do clubs for the reasons I mentioned earlier. It was really off the second night. I’m guessing the loud music and dark rooms had a lot to do with that. Now that I’m older my eyes are what they use to be either. Ended up spending a good time out on the patios with a few friends. It’s funny how one can sit in one place and the rest will come to you. Over All I have to say it was an eventful evening for me as that is. I passed out a good majority of my flyers.

Come to find out Will was in town and at the event on Friday. He was there to do his scheduled surgery for the lap band procedure. We must have missed one another as he was leaving when I arrived, as I learned from a mutual friend or ours. We did chat on the phone later that evening for a while and made plans to see one another over on Saturday. I didn’t put to much faith in that as I’ve come to learn he’s not too reliable or at least towards me that is. My guess he thinks I’m ready to kick off a relationship right away which would be nice but I do have to get to know someone first. Then again I’ve heard through the grate vine that he has interest in someone else. Rather he is seeing someone or not I do wish him well and the best as I have no heart feeling towards him. I just hope he has been nicer to this person then he has towards me. Then one can’t cry over something they never had. Needless to say he didn’t call me back and I haven’t heard from him since. Too many inconsistencies with me and him. Plus as I mentioned earlier I have heard a few things that just confirmed what I already know. It was good to hear from him and I’ll leave it at that.

Saturday morning I got up and went to my sisters to set up her new computer as well as work on my nephews lap top. Man he had a few spy wear on his system. Took a day to quarantine them. Not to mention how slow it was running. Ended up putting in a new fire wall and virus protection. Left there and went over to my mothers to work on hers as well. I was mister fix it that weekend. Finally go the website in perfect working order and not to soon as I was promoting the publication. Actually received two orders over the weekend so the business is growing and becoming recognized. I just have to nurture it like any good mother and let it grow to be big and strong. I’ve had good support behind me and that’s been a blessing in itself. Work was ok as I was tired today then again I know why. Not enough sleep over the weekend but I feel it was all worth it. I’ll continue to drop flyers and look into advertising on a couple of know websites. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys I hope all had a good weekend well. Looking forward to hearing from you all soon. Hugs and don’t forget to check out my publication website.

www.averagemalemag.com

Saturday, February 17, 2007

How Time Passes

Hello My Friend.

I hope all are well. It’s been sometime since I updated and I have to say it’s been one hell of a week. However it’s the weekend now and I can somewhat slow down. Yesterday at work I had 19 releases that were in one of our special programs. It wouldn’t of been so bad it we didn’t have all the parents and big wheels there, but my superintendent likes to make a show of it so I kind of made myself scarce until it was over. Three chain of custodies, which means they’re parents can come pick them up as the judge has released them into their custody again. Then I received five new ones on top of the 22 that were released which also wasn’t a scheduled day for them to send kids which again threw my schedule off. Needless to say I inputted the data to show the kids were at the facility but as far as paper work well that will have to wait until Monday. Of course my job doesn’t recognize Presidents day so I will be working that day. On top of all that we had 17 temporarily released for home visitation? So it was a crazy day and an exhausting one too. When it was over I brought my Black ass home and went to bed. My boss has been out all week due to jury duty. Most be some trial for sure for her to be out all week. She loves that sort of stuff anyway so it was right up her ally. I guess we’ll hear all about it when she returns.

My dad is doing good and finally starting to see better. Took him to a check up appointment and the doctor says his eyes are doing just what he wanted them to do. He’s been keeping his diabetes under control as well so he’s on top of his game. Nephew seems to be staying on top of his as well. My sister has him seeing a shrink as well because he can’t live on his own as he won’t take care of himself in the process. 6 hospital stays in two years, yes there is a problem for sure. Brother called me yesterday and said my mother fall at the school and was disorientated but he went and got her. Today she seems to be doing better so thanking god for that. Don’t need anymore pressure on me as it is.

I’m having some issue with my publication website. www.averagemalemag.com as it’s not loading my pictured to the site. I’ve broken it down three times already and still the same issues so looks like I’m going to rebuild it all over again and start fresh. However it hasn’t stooped folks from going to hit and ordering the publication as I received my first order yesterday which was a highlight of my day. So looks like I’m officially in business now. I’ll be going to LUEY and TBRU to promote it even more as I want to start off slow to get all the bugs out like the problem with my website and move on from there. As I have mentioned to others I don’t want to be one of those folks standing in the doorway of Wal-Mart saying, “Welcome to Wal-Mart.” So it’s start now to help build for my retirement when that time comes as I really don’t have faith in that when that time does come.

Valentines Day, What can I say to that? I was alone again this year but did pass on the well wishes to all my old friends and some new ones as well. Got a letter from my Ex as he was thinking about me on that day of love. Don’t know if he’s feeling sorry for himself or what. I can only imagine the change he’s going through however he’s hasn’t been proven guilty yet so one has to give him the benefit of the doubt. As I mention I’ll be his friend but nothing more. He’s been asking me to come see him but I’ve been putting that odd as I’ve got to much on my plate right now. However I will probable see him in the near future. In the mean time it will be cards and letters. Well that’s about it for this week as I need to get off here so I can get on this website. So until fingers meet keys all have a good one and looking forward to chatting with you all soon. Hugs.