Hello My Friend.
Man has it been sometime since I’ve written on here. A year has passed since I started this and I had no idea as to how many folks were reading it. I want to thank all for your concerns and well wishes as well. It really means a lot to me to know that my on line as well as off line friends are so supportive of me. Its is greatly appreciated that’s for sure. A lot has been going on with me and I can say I was having a good year up until November. Good thing the year is almost over. Had some tuff decisions to make in the process and I think I have worked the answers to the questions I was asking of myself as well. Just sticking to my guns and I will do fine. I’ve had enough failures in my life and it’s time to strive for a more positive road.
Today is Hump day and I have to say I’m not in the best of moods but here at work and the folks around me don’t seem to be in one either. I guess it’s in the air or something. Going to get cold here tomorrow about noon as we’re going to have a cold blast as the weather man says. Low 30’s so I will have to get out and wrap the pipes for sure. My father has a few doctor appointments this week which has been taking my morning time to work on my second issue of my project. I really can’t get much done in the evening as I’m usually exhausted by the time I get home and after I have unwind it’s usually not long before I have to get to bed. Besides I’m usually in a fresh state to work on the project in the mornings than evening anyway. It’s all about time management for sure.
Bad news as the Wednesday before Thanksgiving my ex’s picture was plastered all over the news. He’s being charged with four counts of child molestation and distribution of child pornography. I guess that’s why we broke up as I wasn’t young enough. Still it’s not my problem but more his. Needless to day I was floored to hear all of that as I had no idea and especially of two of his own kids as well. Needless to say he’s on the run and been so for a little over a month now. You know the saying, “You can run but you can’t hide.” Folks as me am I upset. I have to say I’m upset that my trust was betrayed not to mention my love but I can’t make one love me that’s for sure. When you’ve been that close to someone you don’t stop loving them but you do fall out of love and I can say I have for sure fallen out of love with him. I do know I want to be in the court room when after they catch him and the trial gets on the way. However he has told me he would rather die than go to prison and since I worked for the prison system for fifteen years I do know what’s that’s like and with four counts of molestations he’s going to do fifteen years to life.
Thanksgiving, I have to say it was a nice on. Very happy to have all the family still around for sure. Lovely dinner and good conversation. I have to say life has been good even though all the trials and tribulations. You would be surprised that I have practiced what I preached for sure. Life is about challenges and if we’re not up to the challenge then we won’t make it for sure. I have to say that being tested over this month as really proven to be one of those times to be a challenge but we shall over come for sure as I don’t sweat the small stuff anymore. I’m getting way to old for that. I try not to talk ill of anyone as I try to see the good on all. No matter what happens I do remain ones friend for life as life is way to short and I don’t ponder in the past as I live for the future and enjoy the past as what they are memories. Relationship is a is a little shaky at the moment but I feel we’ll work things out. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys all take care and looking forward to hearing from you all again soon and thanks to those who have showed their concerns.
Man has it been sometime since I’ve written on here. A year has passed since I started this and I had no idea as to how many folks were reading it. I want to thank all for your concerns and well wishes as well. It really means a lot to me to know that my on line as well as off line friends are so supportive of me. Its is greatly appreciated that’s for sure. A lot has been going on with me and I can say I was having a good year up until November. Good thing the year is almost over. Had some tuff decisions to make in the process and I think I have worked the answers to the questions I was asking of myself as well. Just sticking to my guns and I will do fine. I’ve had enough failures in my life and it’s time to strive for a more positive road.
Today is Hump day and I have to say I’m not in the best of moods but here at work and the folks around me don’t seem to be in one either. I guess it’s in the air or something. Going to get cold here tomorrow about noon as we’re going to have a cold blast as the weather man says. Low 30’s so I will have to get out and wrap the pipes for sure. My father has a few doctor appointments this week which has been taking my morning time to work on my second issue of my project. I really can’t get much done in the evening as I’m usually exhausted by the time I get home and after I have unwind it’s usually not long before I have to get to bed. Besides I’m usually in a fresh state to work on the project in the mornings than evening anyway. It’s all about time management for sure.
Bad news as the Wednesday before Thanksgiving my ex’s picture was plastered all over the news. He’s being charged with four counts of child molestation and distribution of child pornography. I guess that’s why we broke up as I wasn’t young enough. Still it’s not my problem but more his. Needless to day I was floored to hear all of that as I had no idea and especially of two of his own kids as well. Needless to say he’s on the run and been so for a little over a month now. You know the saying, “You can run but you can’t hide.” Folks as me am I upset. I have to say I’m upset that my trust was betrayed not to mention my love but I can’t make one love me that’s for sure. When you’ve been that close to someone you don’t stop loving them but you do fall out of love and I can say I have for sure fallen out of love with him. I do know I want to be in the court room when after they catch him and the trial gets on the way. However he has told me he would rather die than go to prison and since I worked for the prison system for fifteen years I do know what’s that’s like and with four counts of molestations he’s going to do fifteen years to life.
Thanksgiving, I have to say it was a nice on. Very happy to have all the family still around for sure. Lovely dinner and good conversation. I have to say life has been good even though all the trials and tribulations. You would be surprised that I have practiced what I preached for sure. Life is about challenges and if we’re not up to the challenge then we won’t make it for sure. I have to say that being tested over this month as really proven to be one of those times to be a challenge but we shall over come for sure as I don’t sweat the small stuff anymore. I’m getting way to old for that. I try not to talk ill of anyone as I try to see the good on all. No matter what happens I do remain ones friend for life as life is way to short and I don’t ponder in the past as I live for the future and enjoy the past as what they are memories. Relationship is a is a little shaky at the moment but I feel we’ll work things out. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys all take care and looking forward to hearing from you all again soon and thanks to those who have showed their concerns.