Went It Rains It Pours.

Hello My Friend.
Hope all had a great week as well as looking forward to a wonderful weekend. Me well I Had plans but when Shit happens I guess it does for a reason. Wednesday day and into the night it rained cats and dogs here and some how it blew out my cable line outside the house. So needless to say I have no internet service at the house right now. So if you don’t see me on line over the weekend you all will know the reason why. It’s going to be a very long weekend for sure.

I had plans to do a dinner and a movie with my ex this weekend and he tells me today that he wasn’t able to find a babysitter for the kids so looks like dinner is out but I’m for sure going to the movies even if I have to go alone. I don’t like doing it but I’m going regardless. Another bomb shell dropper on me was that his mother was moving back into the house again. Long story there but they have been through this before and even though he loves his mother he wasn’t a happy camper when she lived there. More less she was taking over the house hold and you know a man and his castle. You just don’t go in and try to run a mans home unless they want you too. I’ll b e a year me and him broke up this month so looks like I’ll be spending less time there this summer. Oh don’t get me wrong his mother likes me but its best that I don’t hang out there while she’s living there. Plus it’s kind of had to have sex when your parent is in the next room and probable can hear all that’s going on as well. I told him today that it seems there’s always drama going on in your life. But enough of that.

Looks like trouble in paradise at home with my Brother and his BF as well. This morning when I got up I found the BF sleeping on the sofa. Later when I was getting ready for work I heard them arguing and still so when I left the houses. I have always said 40 year olds and 19 year olds don’t have many things in common but sex. Yes who wouldn’t like to have a trophy next to them but at what cost. How quickly we forget we were teenagers at one time too. I have to say I’m not unhappy about it as the BF has been free loading since he’s AWOL (Well he really didn’t AWOL as he never finished Basic training) from the service. He did this to make money as he saw dollar signs and didn’t think it a trough before he made the decision to join. Saying he wanted to by a car and how he was always tired of not having money to do things. Then he figured out the Service lied to him and he wasn’t in a field that would help him in the long run either so that made it even worst. So now he’s spent all his money and back in the house dead beating, not to mention a teenager in the house will eat you out of house and home.

He’s still trying to figure out what he wants to do, be gay or straight. To him at that age I’m sure it’s just sex anyway as they have no dick control during that age. OH yes I’ve seen where he’s been on the sex sight of my computer and I’ve warned him and my brother if I loose my work that I worked hard to compile it’s not going to be pretty. Still I come home every night and the BF is on my Computer. My brother knows that when I come home to relinquish the computer. I haven’t said anything to my brother about the BF as it’s not my place but you would think he would get the message when I tell him every night he needs to get off as I need to use my computer.

Since I’m not attracted to young slim boys it doesn’t do a thing for me. He needs to take care of his problem before he tries to go back to school and if he thinks he’s going to get a grant or loan he’s sadly mistaken. This I know he’s not going to sit around the house all summer and not do a damn thing. Did that done that and my brother better get his act together with him or I’m going to do it for him. I hate to become my mother but if I have to I will. Damn some one slap me for that thought. LORD! All I know is I’m really getting tired of that crap that’s been going on for sure.

Well that’s enough venting for now so I hope all have a good weekend and looking forward to hearing all about it come next week. Still don’t worry, I will be productive over the weekend as I always try to do. So until fingers meet keys all take care and looking forward to hearing from you all again soon. Hugs my friends.