Friday Has Arrived

Hello My Friends.
Hope all are having a wonderful day as I know I sure am. Not much hardly for me to do today at work so I’ve been collecting funds for nothing today and I like those days for sure. It’s been a really busy and crazy week as well. Last night I’m on my way home and this guy pulls up behind me in a Lincoln and he’s jacking off. I had never seen anything like that and it really blew my mind and I use to work in a adult prison so not to much phase me. Still he was so involved in what he was doing I didn’t want to get rear ended again like Tuesday night. Needless to say I got out of his way so he could move in and take care of his business. I have to say one doesn’t see that to often these days or at least not in Houston Texas.

Went to the doctor’s office this morning as I was concerned about my Blood pressure and he gave me a clean bill of health. I had been complaining of dizziness when I got up at times and was worried I could have a stoke as it runs though my family and I have a few friends that have suffered one over the past couple of years. The Doctor said I was experiencing the dizziness due to me standing up to fast; it’s common for folks on blood pressure medication to experience that. He said when I get up stand slowly and then wait a minute or so to give my pressure time to catch up with me. He gave me a good checking over and then sent me on my way.

I took my father to the eye doctor on Thursday and he’s going to need laser surgery. So we’ve scheduled it in two weeks. Plus he’s got to have cataract removed as well in both eyes however they going to do one at a time. He’s still on this kick about getting his licenses and at 71 years old he doesn’t need to be driving. The eye doctor even told him he didn’t need to be driving. He was his answer, “Someone my have a wreck on the road and need some one to move a truck or something.” I looked and him and then let him have it. “You can hardly walk and you’re talking about climbing up in a rig and driving a truck.” Man he needs to get that out of his head. He could go out and hurt some one or himself. Lucky his pickup is disabled at the moment but it’s only temporary.

No big plans for the weekend. Someone I met on Bear411 want me to come over and visit on Sunday and I may do that. However he has a lover and I’m not king on fooling around with guys who have lovers. I really use to be down on folks who had lovers and fooled around on the side but after being in my relationship for a year and a half I can understand why one would. However in my situation it was lack of sex and passion during sex as well. I understand about having some physical disabilities as well. Even now when we hook up as fuck buddies there is no passion and I feel like I’m forcing him to do something he doesn’t want to do. I think I finally got fed up the last time he and I were together as he thought it was a joke or something. So at that point I knew I need to move forward. I haven’t been over there in a few weeks and I have been limiting my calls to him as well. Some would say well how are you going to do that when you keep going around? There is more to it than that. Still I’m not spending my time with him this year and hope of getting some on my BD. Looking back on that experience we could on have gone far and made a life for us and the kids but I see that’s not to be and a lot of changes would have to happen before I could go that route as well.

Well enough of that as that’s about me for today. My shift will be ending here soon and I’ll be heading home to my big lovely bed as I was up way to early this morning. Either way the weekend won’t be a loss as I do have a few things in the works for sure. So until fingers meet keys I hope all had a great week and surely have and even wonderful weekend. Happy fathers day to all gay dads as it will truly be a special day for you this Sunday. Hugs to you all and take care as well. Chat soon my friends.