Well It's Friday. Still Moody

Hello My Friends
Well it’s Friday and I thought I would feel much better after I had a good nights rest but apparently I’m not. I’m still in a cranky mood. I really need to get laid is all and just fucked silly is the way I feel about it. At least I’ll have a smile on my face for a few days. Chatted with a couple of on line friends who are celebrating their BD’s this week and one says he was luck as the other partied the night away. Hell that way I feel I’d drive up and give him some for the weekend for sure. LOL

Went to see my dad this morning as well and he wasn’t looking well but in good spirits for sure. He wasn’t able to get around yesterday but today he had energy enough to get out of bed to want to take a shower. I guess that’s where I get that from. I can’t stand to be dirty for long periods of time. If I was working in the yard or car that would be a different thing as I know I’d be getting clean soon. Be sick and not able to move we’ll that’s different story. Yeah he has nurses that will take care of that but I know how he feels there is nothing like having that warm water rolling off your body and the grim rolling down the drain. All the same he was happy to see me and it mad me realize that I need to see more of him as well. My mother he tells me is off today but I really have no words for her at this moment. I need to put that behind me as I tell others life is to short and one never knows so I need to practice my own advice.

When I left my dad I went to get my hair cut. Since it was getting hot and all I told her I wanted to do something different and cut if all down low. Shocked she asked me again and I said you heard me cut it down low, lets try something different. So before she did she asked me one more time and joked about it. Going once, twice gone and gone. We got a good laugh out of it. When she finished she said it looks like it took five years off you. I Have to admit I like it as well. I guess I had been hesitant about is as my hair has been thinning on top. At this point I’m not caring and never really worried about what people would say about me especially working in the corrections field as you get talked about all the time. One just brush it off their shoulders like dandruff.

Made it to work and folks noticed right off the bad. The again how could one not. LOL Still they have all been positive and said they like it and of course they have to touch it and all. Plus they all say I look younger from it as well so maybe I hit something here. LOL I’ll keep it for awhile and see how it goes. I will for sure have to post new pictures on my profile at bear411 so all can see. Hopefully I can get some new ones taken come Monday, we’ll see. Well work is going as I received five new one today. I won’t get on them until later in the day.

Well I thought about going to Galveston Island where they are holding BEARWATCH but after seeing my father my heart just isn’t in it. Plus I don’t like Smokey rooms and not going with anyone, well I just feel out of place. This would have been the time to introduce my project but since my father has been in the hospital and my ex’s mother in and out as well it’s been really stressful on all parties. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys I’ll chat with all later and hope you all are having a great day and even better weekend. Looking forward to hear what you all have done. Hugs to you all.