Thursday

Hello My Pals.
Man am I late on this weeks update. Oh well it’s been a really busy week for me and really hadn’t had the time to post anything. But to bring all up to date Saturday I had the second of six meeting this month. I’m getting a little tired of them especially when all they do is bitch at you month each month. The other five aren’t as bad as we do get informative information from those. Not big weekend and I didn’t get any at all. It makes me miss my Canadian bacon even more. LOL   Weather has really been gloomy here as we’ve been reaching the 90’s and muggy too. No rain as of yet but they yard is growing out of control as my brother fertilized the yard yet again. He really needs to lay off that. Now I have to go out and weed again as things are growing out of control. We have been getting a little rain but not much. Scattered shower is about it. I only received three intakes this week which was a blessing as it’s helped me catch up on some work that I need to do at the job. They changed our phone numbers at work so now I have to change all the reports and forms in the computer to the new numbers. Really a pain in the ass for sure as my immediate boss wants to run the show and my Superintendent won’t let her. Still that’s a long story so I won’t even got into that one but I will have to tell you all later on as to how where I work at seems like the wizard of oz. I call it the Village of Oz.

It been a full moon out and I have been horny like crazy but no one to play with these days. I was out at my Ex’s this past weekend and it seemed like he wasn’t in a good mood and I can understand him being concerned about his Second some after what’s happen to him and all but I’m afraid the kid will use that to his advantage to stay out of school as I see that he wants to have control of the house. Won’t go into detail and I didn’t step in like before but I saw signs of it this weekend. As I told him I would never stand between he and his kids and I kept hearing a lot of that over the weekend. So at that point I thought it best that I leave. He called me the next day and asked was I mad at him and I told him no in which I wasn’t. Just more disappointed but now days I don’t let it bother me as I don’t go down looking for expectation anymore. I do still think along the lines of us but I really need to get that train of thinking out of my head as well. I do love him and the kids but there are a lot of issues that one will have to address before I can even attempt to make those thoughts a reality. I just may need to stay away from him and the kids a while as I’ve come to realize that I really haven’t gotten over him. I get folks asking me all the time is it over and I can say yes but if I’m running down to fill a need and not getting it met then there is something wrong and why I keep doing this to myself I have no idea. Relapse I guess.

Project is still in a slow process but rolling along good. I’ve been working on a couple of new storied and I hope they will be good enough to publish. I won’t know until I get them to my editor. Looks like I’m going to have to set the dates back a little as I’m still waiting on a few things and approvals. However will continue on was planed as there maybe a change things could change. So we’ll see there. I talked to an old friend on Sunday as it was making his way back from Laredo Texas.  He’s got his house on the market for one point five million and I’m going to ask him can I do a spread in my publication on it. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind and be flattered in the process. Well that’s about it for now as I need to get moving here before I’m late for work. So until fingers meet keys all have a good one as I will do the same. Hugs to you all.