Moodly Today

Hello My Friends.
Hope all are doing well. It’s Thursday and I’m in a so, so mood today. Just a lot going on in my head and I’m trying to figure things out as well. I guess it’s just one of those days today is all. Yesterday Hump day I didn’t go to work as I got a call from my ex asking me could I watch his kids as his Mother was in the hospital as well to have a blocked artery opened. They ended up putting a stint in her and she has to return in two weeks to have the other one done. Yeah I know all are saying I’ve a very good friend for doing so but since I have FMLA approval for a year why not use it.

It turned out to be an interesting day after all. Although I do know how to take care of kids but when you have three little one a teenage and ten year old at each others throat all the time it wasn’t pretty. Thank goodness for time outs. LOL However I was Mr. Mom for an evening Doing the dishes going to the market dropping the twins of at baseball practice and cooking. He didn’t show up until I had then all showed and cleaned. As I told him in the past I don’t knock what he does at all because they are a hand full that’s for sure but they know better and have manners as well. The teenage wants to be rebellious but he’s getting the message especially when I’m around. You don’t play with MOMMA DAVIS. LOL

At the end of the day knowing my ex was tired I just drove home after I finish watching the CSI NEWYORK. I was in the mood to get some but he had that look in his face like please don’t mess with me tonight and just go home. Although he didn’t say it I could feel it was coming. Wasn’t going to be any drama but under the circumstance with his mother and my father in the hospital we it just was a good time as his heart wouldn’t of been in it and I wouldn’t want him to do it as a sacrifice fuck. Like that saying in Broke back Mountain, “I wish I knew how to get over him.” Still I’ll be fine in a few days.

BEARWATCH is this weekend and I don’t know if I will attend, most likely not with all that going on. Still haven’t ruled it out but a big chance I won’t attend. Well I’m back at work today and all week no new intakes so I’ve been catching up on some well needed paper work. Been in a bla mood as I mention earlier with just a lot on my mind is all. Just ready for the day to end really so I can get the hell out of here. So until fingers meet keys, I hope all have a good day and good plans for the weekend as well. Chat with you all here soon. Big hugs.