Hello My Pals
Hope all are doing well on this Hump day today. It’s been raining all day today, as much as we need it there has been flash flooding going on in some parts of the city. Not to mention folks don’t know how to slow down when it wet. I’ve seen my fair share of wrecks today. Oh well they live and learn like the rest of us. Because of the change in climate my sinuses have been giving me the blues a little but it’s nothing I can’t handle so it’s all good.
Had the last meeting of the month today and I was suppose to supply the lunch but my boss had someone else do it this time. We’ll catch up at the end of June. It’s all good to me as I really didn’t feel like doing it anyway. Still I set up the tables and all. I still ate before I went as they were serving Chicken salad on a crescent (Or however you spell it) roll, fruit and a Lemon drop cake. I’m not a big fan of chicken salad or anything that’s mayo type. I actually forced myself to eat what I had on my plate not to be rude. Saturday since it’s the start of the new month we start all over on the meetings again, will it never end. I guess I can’t complain as I’ll be looking forward to those new raises this year and be sitting really pretty at the end of the year that’s if we don’t have another bust in prices.
More good news I heard my dad is suppose to get out of the Hospital tomorrow so I know he’s looking forward to that. However my Co worked I found out was rushed back into surgery as she was having complication from the gastric bypass. I didn’t get a change to talk to her today but I hear she’s doing much better. I’ll try to go see her tomorrow before I go to work. I have a busy day tomorrow as I’ll be running around paying bills. The big ones like car and house note so it’s all good. I have no big plans for the weekend but me and my ex have plans to do dinner and a movie Saturday night. With him one never knows. Maybe see X MEN 3 or the D. Codes. Either way I’ll see it Saturday or Sunday. Well that’s about it for this evening so until fingers meet keys hope all have a good one and the rest of the week be just as good too.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Monday, May 29, 2006
Memorial Day
Hello My Friends.
Monday Memorial Day as it’s been raining most of the morning but later turned out to be a really lovely day. Sunday went to a pool party one of my on line friends held and it was really wonderful to make new friends and see old ones as well. Had a lovely time too as the water was just right and the hot tub was even better. LOL It also made me realize that I need to get out more for sure. I learned something to while I was there. A PRINCE ALBERT, what the true meaning of that meant. Back in the day when they wore tights and all PRINCE ALBERT had his dick pierced so he cold clamp it and stretch it so it would look longer in his tights. Who would have known. Found out from one of them that attend the same high school I did that one of the Bearish coaches we use to drool over passed about two years ago. I was shocked too as I was told he had a heart attach. Needless to say I was floored as he was the hottest man on the campus. It goes to show that we never know.
I received a call from my ex while I was there and he wasn’t in a good mood due to things going on in the house hold. I did invite him to join me but he had made plans with his mother to drive to Crockett. He made it back about five and left the house again. He was driving around when he called me I again invited him but he said no go ahead and enjoy yourself as it was kind of far for him to be driving especially after his trip that morning. Round tip He was on the road at least four hours. I really feel what he’s been going through but at the same time I won’t be held back either. He knows what he has to do and how to do it as well so enough of that.
Well that’s about it for today as again I had a wonderful weekend and restful as well. For sure I will need to make some phone calls to catch up on what’s happening with some. I also sent some message out to a few of my on line buddies to remember our fallen bothers not just the ones who served but the ones who died of the aids epidemic as well. After all that is what the meaning of Memorial Day is. So until fingers meet keys hope all had a wonderful weekend and an even better four day work week. Hugs to you all and will be chatting soon.
Monday Memorial Day as it’s been raining most of the morning but later turned out to be a really lovely day. Sunday went to a pool party one of my on line friends held and it was really wonderful to make new friends and see old ones as well. Had a lovely time too as the water was just right and the hot tub was even better. LOL It also made me realize that I need to get out more for sure. I learned something to while I was there. A PRINCE ALBERT, what the true meaning of that meant. Back in the day when they wore tights and all PRINCE ALBERT had his dick pierced so he cold clamp it and stretch it so it would look longer in his tights. Who would have known. Found out from one of them that attend the same high school I did that one of the Bearish coaches we use to drool over passed about two years ago. I was shocked too as I was told he had a heart attach. Needless to say I was floored as he was the hottest man on the campus. It goes to show that we never know.
I received a call from my ex while I was there and he wasn’t in a good mood due to things going on in the house hold. I did invite him to join me but he had made plans with his mother to drive to Crockett. He made it back about five and left the house again. He was driving around when he called me I again invited him but he said no go ahead and enjoy yourself as it was kind of far for him to be driving especially after his trip that morning. Round tip He was on the road at least four hours. I really feel what he’s been going through but at the same time I won’t be held back either. He knows what he has to do and how to do it as well so enough of that.
Well that’s about it for today as again I had a wonderful weekend and restful as well. For sure I will need to make some phone calls to catch up on what’s happening with some. I also sent some message out to a few of my on line buddies to remember our fallen bothers not just the ones who served but the ones who died of the aids epidemic as well. After all that is what the meaning of Memorial Day is. So until fingers meet keys hope all had a wonderful weekend and an even better four day work week. Hugs to you all and will be chatting soon.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Memorial Day Weekend
Hello My Friends.
Hope all are having a wonderful three day weekend and remembering out fallen brother of past as this is Memorial Day weekend. Recapping my Friday got to work and all the big wheels had taken off so it was a free day for sure and I have to say I didn’t do a damn thing. You could say I got paid for just being there. Didn’t rush the day either as if I did it would make the day longer. Was on bear411 and they had a server crash as it was starting to make my day roll a little longer as well but they got it fixed and the last few hours I was up and going again. So much so that time crept up on me and before I knew it 9:30 had rolled around.
I tried to Call Pete in Delaware but he was having a bad day today. Deal feel thought for him at closing and he tells me it was the attorneys fault. Real estate can be a tricky business but in the end the reward it great. One needs to how a home to make it in the world today. The rent thing to me just doesn’t appeal to me at all but I can see why some folks would rater rent than own.
I also tried to call Jon in Al as well but got now answer but I did leave a message. I have a thousand minutes on my phone and every month I loose about 600 to 700 minutes as most of my talking is on off peek time since I work evenings I’m not on the phone much during regular hours. I though about a lower plan but the fact of having the minutes gives me security plus I’m paying less than fifty bucks for them and get unlimited night and weekend minutes too. For the business I decided to go with Packet8 internet phone. When I priced a land line for the business I almost fell over. Vonage is 24. 99 and if want the business package it’s 49.99 a month. Packet8 is only 19.99 a month and the quality is good as I have tested it through a friend. Plus if I decide to move the business I don’t have to get a new number as the number would work off the internet. Plus Packet8 offered so much more than Vonage so that will be my choice.
I sent most of the day Saturday looking at plane reservation and planning my trips for July as I’ll be busy with project work at that time. Not to mention looking for potential models as well. Was chatting with my friends in CA and WA as they have kids and looking forward to receiving some work from them on Gay dad. It should make some interesting reading for sure especially since more of the gay men my age or older did get married as it wasn’t so accepted to be gay back in the day. I’m feeling really good on the progress I’m making with this and At time have said I may need to throw in the towel but I guess that’s case of my dad. Speaking of him that’s for all you have been inquiring about him as he’s doing fine. He’s still in the hospital but it’s more like a rehab center as they’re teaching him how to sand and keep his balance and all. Diabetes has him where he hardly feels his legs so he’s leaning forward a lot and that’s throwing him off balance as well. Foot starting to heal and he’s not in pain anymore so he’s getting there. He’s finally decided to sale the cattle as I can’t keep up with them, work and business, it’s just to much, since it’s his hobby he’s ready to give it up on that as he can’t be there week after week to take care of them either. However one of his old running buddies has been going up and taking car of then while he’s away.
No real special plans for the weekend. Going to an house warming party at one of my Bear friend new home he just bough. He’s got his other up for sale if anyone wants to buy a home. LOL It will be fun to spend a little time among other gay men and see some old friends and make some new ones as well. I asked my ex if he wanted to go as well but he’s got plans to spend Sunday with his mother. He said thanks for offering and he would love to go but he had already made the plans before I asked. It’s not going to be a problem as I’m kind of use to doing things alone theses days. I think my brother is going to BBQ on Monday as they’re out of school for summer. As a matter all three teachers in the family are out for the summer. However my sister will be working Summer school as to pay for some of the bills my nephew piled up during his unnecessary stays in the hospital. Meaning all that could have been prevented if he was taking care of himself. He’s dietetic as well and started with Juvenile diabetes and now that he’s twenty, well lets say he can’t do independent living. I have no idea what he’s going to do when he finishes college and that might be soon here as he didn’t go take his final I was told. So what’s going on with him I have no idea. It sounds cold but I’m just waiting to get that phone call telling me he’s passed because he wasn’t taking his medication or checking his sugar levels. If he thinks it’s going away he’s sadly mistaken. My poor sister is just stressed to no end not to mention the rest of the family as well. I told her well you raised him and he’s an adult now there comes a time when you have to let go and I do believe she’s about to that point. We’ve all talked to him but still can’t get thorough to him. If he feels what’s in the streets are more important than his education, oh well.
Ok enough venting on that. Well I hope all have a good restful weekend as I’m surely going to do that same as well. So until fingers meet keys all have a good three day weekend and looking forward to chatting with you all here soon. Big hugs to all and take care my friend.
Hope all are having a wonderful three day weekend and remembering out fallen brother of past as this is Memorial Day weekend. Recapping my Friday got to work and all the big wheels had taken off so it was a free day for sure and I have to say I didn’t do a damn thing. You could say I got paid for just being there. Didn’t rush the day either as if I did it would make the day longer. Was on bear411 and they had a server crash as it was starting to make my day roll a little longer as well but they got it fixed and the last few hours I was up and going again. So much so that time crept up on me and before I knew it 9:30 had rolled around.
I tried to Call Pete in Delaware but he was having a bad day today. Deal feel thought for him at closing and he tells me it was the attorneys fault. Real estate can be a tricky business but in the end the reward it great. One needs to how a home to make it in the world today. The rent thing to me just doesn’t appeal to me at all but I can see why some folks would rater rent than own.
I also tried to call Jon in Al as well but got now answer but I did leave a message. I have a thousand minutes on my phone and every month I loose about 600 to 700 minutes as most of my talking is on off peek time since I work evenings I’m not on the phone much during regular hours. I though about a lower plan but the fact of having the minutes gives me security plus I’m paying less than fifty bucks for them and get unlimited night and weekend minutes too. For the business I decided to go with Packet8 internet phone. When I priced a land line for the business I almost fell over. Vonage is 24. 99 and if want the business package it’s 49.99 a month. Packet8 is only 19.99 a month and the quality is good as I have tested it through a friend. Plus if I decide to move the business I don’t have to get a new number as the number would work off the internet. Plus Packet8 offered so much more than Vonage so that will be my choice.
I sent most of the day Saturday looking at plane reservation and planning my trips for July as I’ll be busy with project work at that time. Not to mention looking for potential models as well. Was chatting with my friends in CA and WA as they have kids and looking forward to receiving some work from them on Gay dad. It should make some interesting reading for sure especially since more of the gay men my age or older did get married as it wasn’t so accepted to be gay back in the day. I’m feeling really good on the progress I’m making with this and At time have said I may need to throw in the towel but I guess that’s case of my dad. Speaking of him that’s for all you have been inquiring about him as he’s doing fine. He’s still in the hospital but it’s more like a rehab center as they’re teaching him how to sand and keep his balance and all. Diabetes has him where he hardly feels his legs so he’s leaning forward a lot and that’s throwing him off balance as well. Foot starting to heal and he’s not in pain anymore so he’s getting there. He’s finally decided to sale the cattle as I can’t keep up with them, work and business, it’s just to much, since it’s his hobby he’s ready to give it up on that as he can’t be there week after week to take care of them either. However one of his old running buddies has been going up and taking car of then while he’s away.
No real special plans for the weekend. Going to an house warming party at one of my Bear friend new home he just bough. He’s got his other up for sale if anyone wants to buy a home. LOL It will be fun to spend a little time among other gay men and see some old friends and make some new ones as well. I asked my ex if he wanted to go as well but he’s got plans to spend Sunday with his mother. He said thanks for offering and he would love to go but he had already made the plans before I asked. It’s not going to be a problem as I’m kind of use to doing things alone theses days. I think my brother is going to BBQ on Monday as they’re out of school for summer. As a matter all three teachers in the family are out for the summer. However my sister will be working Summer school as to pay for some of the bills my nephew piled up during his unnecessary stays in the hospital. Meaning all that could have been prevented if he was taking care of himself. He’s dietetic as well and started with Juvenile diabetes and now that he’s twenty, well lets say he can’t do independent living. I have no idea what he’s going to do when he finishes college and that might be soon here as he didn’t go take his final I was told. So what’s going on with him I have no idea. It sounds cold but I’m just waiting to get that phone call telling me he’s passed because he wasn’t taking his medication or checking his sugar levels. If he thinks it’s going away he’s sadly mistaken. My poor sister is just stressed to no end not to mention the rest of the family as well. I told her well you raised him and he’s an adult now there comes a time when you have to let go and I do believe she’s about to that point. We’ve all talked to him but still can’t get thorough to him. If he feels what’s in the streets are more important than his education, oh well.
Ok enough venting on that. Well I hope all have a good restful weekend as I’m surely going to do that same as well. So until fingers meet keys all have a good three day weekend and looking forward to chatting with you all here soon. Big hugs to all and take care my friend.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Hectic Day
Hey My Friend.
Hope all had a wonderful weekend as I know I sure did. I want to apologize for being so late on this as I usually do it on Mondays. Things are moving pretty fast for me these day but also a good things. Project moving but with a couple of hold ups but it’s not stopping me from working on other things in the mean time. Recapping the weekend Saturday I ended up spending the weekend with my Ex and the kids. I have to say it was a lovely time at that and for those who have to know YES I GOT LAID. Hehehehehehhehe. However it’s not going to change the fact that he and I can’t be partners at this time. There was some mention of me and my Canadian Bacon when he was in town and I catch myself as I was going to be quick to react over him and his medical friend. He and I need to put the card on the table of that but as I have said in the past I have and can move on. I still care for him and the kids are getting older but I can’t do it along as he would have to help as we work together to reach our goals.
His mother has been staying with him as she has a doctors appointment this Thursday and living so far away, we’re talking close to 90 miles away well I would agree that she didn’t drive home or much after her procedure. Since the kids would be home over the weekend his mother thought it best that she say at one of her daughters homes and come back during the week. Besides her daughters mother in law would be there to help out as well. Me and my Ex learned a lot about each other or at least I sure did. I’m very worried about his health as well as we put in an air condition window unit and we hardly carried it 20 feet and he was out of breath. Heart disease does run in his family and I really don’t want to see him have a heart attack. The part that really kills me is how he can let his kid run over him so. Yeah he got hurt but don’t sit there and let him take advantage which is what I saw this weekend. I’m not jealous of the child at all and would never come between him and his kids but come on. Who is the adult? It just frustrated me to no end but I didn’t say word. I guess that’s why we have forms like this to vent our frustrations. You tell them one thing and five minutes later it’s like you didn’t say a thing at all not to mention the two older ones are constantly picking a fight with one another and tempers, but enough of that.
Today I thought was going to be a easy laid back day. HUH! Boy was I wrong. The phones were ringing off the hook and Staff running here and there not to mention keeping up all kind of noise. I just wanted to be left along and get my work done as I have four new ones to arrive. I have 15 leaving tomorrow as they graduate the program. Will be glad to see them leave for sure so we’ve been busy getting they’re paper work together for sure. I finally managed to get my work done around seven thirty or so as things were quieting down as well. Over all I was ready to leave. Big program and ceremony got the graduates tomorrow as well however I won’t be there for the celebration as my co worker who I call my Bo had gastric by pass surgery and in a lot of pain. So far she’s doing well from the surgery and felt good that the doctor would do a good job. Well see the results in a few weeks that’s for sure. We’re all worried about here that’s no lie. Me especially as that’s my Boo or work wife at work. The only wife I will ever have. HEHEHHEHEHEHE. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers do meet keys hope all have a wonderful day and even better week. So until fingers meet keys hugs to you all.
Hope all had a wonderful weekend as I know I sure did. I want to apologize for being so late on this as I usually do it on Mondays. Things are moving pretty fast for me these day but also a good things. Project moving but with a couple of hold ups but it’s not stopping me from working on other things in the mean time. Recapping the weekend Saturday I ended up spending the weekend with my Ex and the kids. I have to say it was a lovely time at that and for those who have to know YES I GOT LAID. Hehehehehehhehe. However it’s not going to change the fact that he and I can’t be partners at this time. There was some mention of me and my Canadian Bacon when he was in town and I catch myself as I was going to be quick to react over him and his medical friend. He and I need to put the card on the table of that but as I have said in the past I have and can move on. I still care for him and the kids are getting older but I can’t do it along as he would have to help as we work together to reach our goals.
His mother has been staying with him as she has a doctors appointment this Thursday and living so far away, we’re talking close to 90 miles away well I would agree that she didn’t drive home or much after her procedure. Since the kids would be home over the weekend his mother thought it best that she say at one of her daughters homes and come back during the week. Besides her daughters mother in law would be there to help out as well. Me and my Ex learned a lot about each other or at least I sure did. I’m very worried about his health as well as we put in an air condition window unit and we hardly carried it 20 feet and he was out of breath. Heart disease does run in his family and I really don’t want to see him have a heart attack. The part that really kills me is how he can let his kid run over him so. Yeah he got hurt but don’t sit there and let him take advantage which is what I saw this weekend. I’m not jealous of the child at all and would never come between him and his kids but come on. Who is the adult? It just frustrated me to no end but I didn’t say word. I guess that’s why we have forms like this to vent our frustrations. You tell them one thing and five minutes later it’s like you didn’t say a thing at all not to mention the two older ones are constantly picking a fight with one another and tempers, but enough of that.
Today I thought was going to be a easy laid back day. HUH! Boy was I wrong. The phones were ringing off the hook and Staff running here and there not to mention keeping up all kind of noise. I just wanted to be left along and get my work done as I have four new ones to arrive. I have 15 leaving tomorrow as they graduate the program. Will be glad to see them leave for sure so we’ve been busy getting they’re paper work together for sure. I finally managed to get my work done around seven thirty or so as things were quieting down as well. Over all I was ready to leave. Big program and ceremony got the graduates tomorrow as well however I won’t be there for the celebration as my co worker who I call my Bo had gastric by pass surgery and in a lot of pain. So far she’s doing well from the surgery and felt good that the doctor would do a good job. Well see the results in a few weeks that’s for sure. We’re all worried about here that’s no lie. Me especially as that’s my Boo or work wife at work. The only wife I will ever have. HEHEHHEHEHEHE. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers do meet keys hope all have a wonderful day and even better week. So until fingers meet keys hugs to you all.
Friday, May 19, 2006
Well It's Friday. Still Moody
Hello My Friends
Well it’s Friday and I thought I would feel much better after I had a good nights rest but apparently I’m not. I’m still in a cranky mood. I really need to get laid is all and just fucked silly is the way I feel about it. At least I’ll have a smile on my face for a few days. Chatted with a couple of on line friends who are celebrating their BD’s this week and one says he was luck as the other partied the night away. Hell that way I feel I’d drive up and give him some for the weekend for sure. LOL
Went to see my dad this morning as well and he wasn’t looking well but in good spirits for sure. He wasn’t able to get around yesterday but today he had energy enough to get out of bed to want to take a shower. I guess that’s where I get that from. I can’t stand to be dirty for long periods of time. If I was working in the yard or car that would be a different thing as I know I’d be getting clean soon. Be sick and not able to move we’ll that’s different story. Yeah he has nurses that will take care of that but I know how he feels there is nothing like having that warm water rolling off your body and the grim rolling down the drain. All the same he was happy to see me and it mad me realize that I need to see more of him as well. My mother he tells me is off today but I really have no words for her at this moment. I need to put that behind me as I tell others life is to short and one never knows so I need to practice my own advice.
When I left my dad I went to get my hair cut. Since it was getting hot and all I told her I wanted to do something different and cut if all down low. Shocked she asked me again and I said you heard me cut it down low, lets try something different. So before she did she asked me one more time and joked about it. Going once, twice gone and gone. We got a good laugh out of it. When she finished she said it looks like it took five years off you. I Have to admit I like it as well. I guess I had been hesitant about is as my hair has been thinning on top. At this point I’m not caring and never really worried about what people would say about me especially working in the corrections field as you get talked about all the time. One just brush it off their shoulders like dandruff.
Made it to work and folks noticed right off the bad. The again how could one not. LOL Still they have all been positive and said they like it and of course they have to touch it and all. Plus they all say I look younger from it as well so maybe I hit something here. LOL I’ll keep it for awhile and see how it goes. I will for sure have to post new pictures on my profile at bear411 so all can see. Hopefully I can get some new ones taken come Monday, we’ll see. Well work is going as I received five new one today. I won’t get on them until later in the day.
Well I thought about going to Galveston Island where they are holding BEARWATCH but after seeing my father my heart just isn’t in it. Plus I don’t like Smokey rooms and not going with anyone, well I just feel out of place. This would have been the time to introduce my project but since my father has been in the hospital and my ex’s mother in and out as well it’s been really stressful on all parties. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys I’ll chat with all later and hope you all are having a great day and even better weekend. Looking forward to hear what you all have done. Hugs to you all.
Well it’s Friday and I thought I would feel much better after I had a good nights rest but apparently I’m not. I’m still in a cranky mood. I really need to get laid is all and just fucked silly is the way I feel about it. At least I’ll have a smile on my face for a few days. Chatted with a couple of on line friends who are celebrating their BD’s this week and one says he was luck as the other partied the night away. Hell that way I feel I’d drive up and give him some for the weekend for sure. LOL
Went to see my dad this morning as well and he wasn’t looking well but in good spirits for sure. He wasn’t able to get around yesterday but today he had energy enough to get out of bed to want to take a shower. I guess that’s where I get that from. I can’t stand to be dirty for long periods of time. If I was working in the yard or car that would be a different thing as I know I’d be getting clean soon. Be sick and not able to move we’ll that’s different story. Yeah he has nurses that will take care of that but I know how he feels there is nothing like having that warm water rolling off your body and the grim rolling down the drain. All the same he was happy to see me and it mad me realize that I need to see more of him as well. My mother he tells me is off today but I really have no words for her at this moment. I need to put that behind me as I tell others life is to short and one never knows so I need to practice my own advice.
When I left my dad I went to get my hair cut. Since it was getting hot and all I told her I wanted to do something different and cut if all down low. Shocked she asked me again and I said you heard me cut it down low, lets try something different. So before she did she asked me one more time and joked about it. Going once, twice gone and gone. We got a good laugh out of it. When she finished she said it looks like it took five years off you. I Have to admit I like it as well. I guess I had been hesitant about is as my hair has been thinning on top. At this point I’m not caring and never really worried about what people would say about me especially working in the corrections field as you get talked about all the time. One just brush it off their shoulders like dandruff.
Made it to work and folks noticed right off the bad. The again how could one not. LOL Still they have all been positive and said they like it and of course they have to touch it and all. Plus they all say I look younger from it as well so maybe I hit something here. LOL I’ll keep it for awhile and see how it goes. I will for sure have to post new pictures on my profile at bear411 so all can see. Hopefully I can get some new ones taken come Monday, we’ll see. Well work is going as I received five new one today. I won’t get on them until later in the day.
Well I thought about going to Galveston Island where they are holding BEARWATCH but after seeing my father my heart just isn’t in it. Plus I don’t like Smokey rooms and not going with anyone, well I just feel out of place. This would have been the time to introduce my project but since my father has been in the hospital and my ex’s mother in and out as well it’s been really stressful on all parties. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys I’ll chat with all later and hope you all are having a great day and even better weekend. Looking forward to hear what you all have done. Hugs to you all.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Moodly Today
Hello My Friends.
Hope all are doing well. It’s Thursday and I’m in a so, so mood today. Just a lot going on in my head and I’m trying to figure things out as well. I guess it’s just one of those days today is all. Yesterday Hump day I didn’t go to work as I got a call from my ex asking me could I watch his kids as his Mother was in the hospital as well to have a blocked artery opened. They ended up putting a stint in her and she has to return in two weeks to have the other one done. Yeah I know all are saying I’ve a very good friend for doing so but since I have FMLA approval for a year why not use it.
It turned out to be an interesting day after all. Although I do know how to take care of kids but when you have three little one a teenage and ten year old at each others throat all the time it wasn’t pretty. Thank goodness for time outs. LOL However I was Mr. Mom for an evening Doing the dishes going to the market dropping the twins of at baseball practice and cooking. He didn’t show up until I had then all showed and cleaned. As I told him in the past I don’t knock what he does at all because they are a hand full that’s for sure but they know better and have manners as well. The teenage wants to be rebellious but he’s getting the message especially when I’m around. You don’t play with MOMMA DAVIS. LOL
At the end of the day knowing my ex was tired I just drove home after I finish watching the CSI NEWYORK. I was in the mood to get some but he had that look in his face like please don’t mess with me tonight and just go home. Although he didn’t say it I could feel it was coming. Wasn’t going to be any drama but under the circumstance with his mother and my father in the hospital we it just was a good time as his heart wouldn’t of been in it and I wouldn’t want him to do it as a sacrifice fuck. Like that saying in Broke back Mountain, “I wish I knew how to get over him.” Still I’ll be fine in a few days.
BEARWATCH is this weekend and I don’t know if I will attend, most likely not with all that going on. Still haven’t ruled it out but a big chance I won’t attend. Well I’m back at work today and all week no new intakes so I’ve been catching up on some well needed paper work. Been in a bla mood as I mention earlier with just a lot on my mind is all. Just ready for the day to end really so I can get the hell out of here. So until fingers meet keys, I hope all have a good day and good plans for the weekend as well. Chat with you all here soon. Big hugs.
Hope all are doing well. It’s Thursday and I’m in a so, so mood today. Just a lot going on in my head and I’m trying to figure things out as well. I guess it’s just one of those days today is all. Yesterday Hump day I didn’t go to work as I got a call from my ex asking me could I watch his kids as his Mother was in the hospital as well to have a blocked artery opened. They ended up putting a stint in her and she has to return in two weeks to have the other one done. Yeah I know all are saying I’ve a very good friend for doing so but since I have FMLA approval for a year why not use it.
It turned out to be an interesting day after all. Although I do know how to take care of kids but when you have three little one a teenage and ten year old at each others throat all the time it wasn’t pretty. Thank goodness for time outs. LOL However I was Mr. Mom for an evening Doing the dishes going to the market dropping the twins of at baseball practice and cooking. He didn’t show up until I had then all showed and cleaned. As I told him in the past I don’t knock what he does at all because they are a hand full that’s for sure but they know better and have manners as well. The teenage wants to be rebellious but he’s getting the message especially when I’m around. You don’t play with MOMMA DAVIS. LOL
At the end of the day knowing my ex was tired I just drove home after I finish watching the CSI NEWYORK. I was in the mood to get some but he had that look in his face like please don’t mess with me tonight and just go home. Although he didn’t say it I could feel it was coming. Wasn’t going to be any drama but under the circumstance with his mother and my father in the hospital we it just was a good time as his heart wouldn’t of been in it and I wouldn’t want him to do it as a sacrifice fuck. Like that saying in Broke back Mountain, “I wish I knew how to get over him.” Still I’ll be fine in a few days.
BEARWATCH is this weekend and I don’t know if I will attend, most likely not with all that going on. Still haven’t ruled it out but a big chance I won’t attend. Well I’m back at work today and all week no new intakes so I’ve been catching up on some well needed paper work. Been in a bla mood as I mention earlier with just a lot on my mind is all. Just ready for the day to end really so I can get the hell out of here. So until fingers meet keys, I hope all have a good day and good plans for the weekend as well. Chat with you all here soon. Big hugs.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Really A Nice Day Today
Hello my friends
Well it’s Tuesday evening and I just finished a day of work and I have to say the week so fare is going very slow and easy. Still wish it was Friday but that’s wishful thinking on my part. Monday it was very cool out almost felt like it was a weekend day. I drove all the way to work with the roof open and the windows down which may have saved me some gas along the way. LOL Still go to work and it was work as usual. I wasn’t expecting any intakes and that made it even easier. Really a catch up day over all. I finished the News letter and sent it to my superintendent to look over and she was pleased. Now it’s off to the editor so he can correct my mistakes for sure. Oh well we live and we learn that’s for sure.
Today was really a slow day as well as I didn’t receive any intakes at all and again I was pleased however tomorrow maybe a different story. Like last week I ended up receiving eleven total of the week but they came on days they shouldn’t have come and it threw my schedule all off. Still managed to get things taken care of and got out on time as well so it was all good. Bosses were all at training today so we have a free day but we seem to work better when they’re not around. I guess we don’t have that pressure looming over out heads. Slow day again but it was good.
Tomorrow I have the forth of Six meeting I attend a month and I will make sure I eat before I go in as the two who sponsor this one, well lets say I’m usually hungry when I leave the meeting. So it’s load up before you go in and leave happy. LOL Got a call from my ex today that his mother is in the hospital as well. She’s got to have blocked arteries undone as she’s been having pain in her chest and down her right arm. Not something you want to play with that’s for sure. My dad is doing much better however he’s been retaining fluid on his legs so the scheduled an unscheduled dialyses on him to remove some of the fluid he’s been retaining. Lets hope this isn’t a push backwards for him. I plan on going to see him tomorrow anyway. So it’s all good.
Sunday my VCR played out on me and since we have four in the house I took one from the living room and place it in my room temporary until I can replace it with a DVD recorder. Yes I think it’s time to update as the tape thing is getting a little old and they take up so much space. Still have stuff on Video tape so I will still need a VCR and I may invest in a combo unit as well. They seem to be more common. Miss the Grand Prix race on Saturday but caught a little of Friday nights on Saturday afternoon. My best friend Steve tells me they’re going to air it again on the Speed Channel so I will have to look that up. I’m also going to get my new camera lens tomorrow as well. Been needing to upgrade and I have to say I really found a good deal on one for my camera too. My friend Steve also told me to look on EBAY and see if I can find some lighting on there as well. I’m really leery about EBAY as I don’t want to loose my money on some BS junk. So I think I’ll look else where. Well that’s about it for today so until fingers meet keys hope all are having a wonderful week so far and that the rest will be just as good. I know I’m going to make the best of it for sure. Hugs to you all and looking forward to chatting with you all soon.
Well it’s Tuesday evening and I just finished a day of work and I have to say the week so fare is going very slow and easy. Still wish it was Friday but that’s wishful thinking on my part. Monday it was very cool out almost felt like it was a weekend day. I drove all the way to work with the roof open and the windows down which may have saved me some gas along the way. LOL Still go to work and it was work as usual. I wasn’t expecting any intakes and that made it even easier. Really a catch up day over all. I finished the News letter and sent it to my superintendent to look over and she was pleased. Now it’s off to the editor so he can correct my mistakes for sure. Oh well we live and we learn that’s for sure.
Today was really a slow day as well as I didn’t receive any intakes at all and again I was pleased however tomorrow maybe a different story. Like last week I ended up receiving eleven total of the week but they came on days they shouldn’t have come and it threw my schedule all off. Still managed to get things taken care of and got out on time as well so it was all good. Bosses were all at training today so we have a free day but we seem to work better when they’re not around. I guess we don’t have that pressure looming over out heads. Slow day again but it was good.
Tomorrow I have the forth of Six meeting I attend a month and I will make sure I eat before I go in as the two who sponsor this one, well lets say I’m usually hungry when I leave the meeting. So it’s load up before you go in and leave happy. LOL Got a call from my ex today that his mother is in the hospital as well. She’s got to have blocked arteries undone as she’s been having pain in her chest and down her right arm. Not something you want to play with that’s for sure. My dad is doing much better however he’s been retaining fluid on his legs so the scheduled an unscheduled dialyses on him to remove some of the fluid he’s been retaining. Lets hope this isn’t a push backwards for him. I plan on going to see him tomorrow anyway. So it’s all good.
Sunday my VCR played out on me and since we have four in the house I took one from the living room and place it in my room temporary until I can replace it with a DVD recorder. Yes I think it’s time to update as the tape thing is getting a little old and they take up so much space. Still have stuff on Video tape so I will still need a VCR and I may invest in a combo unit as well. They seem to be more common. Miss the Grand Prix race on Saturday but caught a little of Friday nights on Saturday afternoon. My best friend Steve tells me they’re going to air it again on the Speed Channel so I will have to look that up. I’m also going to get my new camera lens tomorrow as well. Been needing to upgrade and I have to say I really found a good deal on one for my camera too. My friend Steve also told me to look on EBAY and see if I can find some lighting on there as well. I’m really leery about EBAY as I don’t want to loose my money on some BS junk. So I think I’ll look else where. Well that’s about it for today so until fingers meet keys hope all are having a wonderful week so far and that the rest will be just as good. I know I’m going to make the best of it for sure. Hugs to you all and looking forward to chatting with you all soon.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Saturday
Hello All
What a week it’s been. Recapping the last few days on Thursday I received three more residents at work which brought my week to a total of six so far. I got called to the assistant Superintendents office as one of the kids wrote a report on me. It was no big deal as the kid was playing that run to mommy or daddy roll. You know when one says no and they go to the other to try to get the answer they want. Well it wasn’t working with me and we settled the issue and he do his home visit cut as well cause he’s reached the highest lever our kids can go and he was suppose to be setting and example for the others and he wasn’t doing that. I wasn’t looking for revenge as that’s not the way I work however he understands now that he has a responsibility to up hold and he just wasn’t doing that. Just because you make it to the top level it doesn’t mean you stop there.
Friday I ended up getting four more which gave me a total of eleven for the week. That sent me in motion as it just disrupted my whole day. Not to mention folks running to get me to fix every little thing around there. Hell I’m not the fix it man. That’s why we pay folks to come take care of those things. Not to mention taking time from me to go fix whatever the problem is. To be honest I really couldn’t want to get out of there when my shift was over as it was a long day that day. Maybe it had something to do with the full moon that was out last night as well.
This morning Saturday I got up and worked in the yard for a little or until it got to hot. My neighbors are still out there as I know the temperature is reaching the 90’s Then again us black folks know when to get out of the sun but I’m not mad at them. I’ll hit the vehicle and more of the yard when it cools down later in the evening. The rest I’ll take care of on Sunday morning. Started work on the Jobs news Letter as well as I was elected to do that. I don’t mind as it gives me practice with my project as well. Was asked by one of the models I shoot pictures of when he was going to see the pics, as I explained that I’ll send him copies along with his yearly subscription. However with my father in the Hospital and waiting on Copy right approvals among other things it’s slowing things down for sure. Since I haven’t given and exact date I have no time limit as if yet. I’m just talking it one day at a time so far. Well that’s about it for today so Until fingers meet keys hope all have a wonderful weekend and wish your mothers well also. Hugs my friends and will be chatting again soon.
What a week it’s been. Recapping the last few days on Thursday I received three more residents at work which brought my week to a total of six so far. I got called to the assistant Superintendents office as one of the kids wrote a report on me. It was no big deal as the kid was playing that run to mommy or daddy roll. You know when one says no and they go to the other to try to get the answer they want. Well it wasn’t working with me and we settled the issue and he do his home visit cut as well cause he’s reached the highest lever our kids can go and he was suppose to be setting and example for the others and he wasn’t doing that. I wasn’t looking for revenge as that’s not the way I work however he understands now that he has a responsibility to up hold and he just wasn’t doing that. Just because you make it to the top level it doesn’t mean you stop there.
Friday I ended up getting four more which gave me a total of eleven for the week. That sent me in motion as it just disrupted my whole day. Not to mention folks running to get me to fix every little thing around there. Hell I’m not the fix it man. That’s why we pay folks to come take care of those things. Not to mention taking time from me to go fix whatever the problem is. To be honest I really couldn’t want to get out of there when my shift was over as it was a long day that day. Maybe it had something to do with the full moon that was out last night as well.
This morning Saturday I got up and worked in the yard for a little or until it got to hot. My neighbors are still out there as I know the temperature is reaching the 90’s Then again us black folks know when to get out of the sun but I’m not mad at them. I’ll hit the vehicle and more of the yard when it cools down later in the evening. The rest I’ll take care of on Sunday morning. Started work on the Jobs news Letter as well as I was elected to do that. I don’t mind as it gives me practice with my project as well. Was asked by one of the models I shoot pictures of when he was going to see the pics, as I explained that I’ll send him copies along with his yearly subscription. However with my father in the Hospital and waiting on Copy right approvals among other things it’s slowing things down for sure. Since I haven’t given and exact date I have no time limit as if yet. I’m just talking it one day at a time so far. Well that’s about it for today so Until fingers meet keys hope all have a wonderful weekend and wish your mothers well also. Hugs my friends and will be chatting again soon.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Thursday
Hello My Pals.
Man am I late on this weeks update. Oh well it’s been a really busy week for me and really hadn’t had the time to post anything. But to bring all up to date Saturday I had the second of six meeting this month. I’m getting a little tired of them especially when all they do is bitch at you month each month. The other five aren’t as bad as we do get informative information from those. Not big weekend and I didn’t get any at all. It makes me miss my Canadian bacon even more. LOL Weather has really been gloomy here as we’ve been reaching the 90’s and muggy too. No rain as of yet but they yard is growing out of control as my brother fertilized the yard yet again. He really needs to lay off that. Now I have to go out and weed again as things are growing out of control. We have been getting a little rain but not much. Scattered shower is about it. I only received three intakes this week which was a blessing as it’s helped me catch up on some work that I need to do at the job. They changed our phone numbers at work so now I have to change all the reports and forms in the computer to the new numbers. Really a pain in the ass for sure as my immediate boss wants to run the show and my Superintendent won’t let her. Still that’s a long story so I won’t even got into that one but I will have to tell you all later on as to how where I work at seems like the wizard of oz. I call it the Village of Oz.
It been a full moon out and I have been horny like crazy but no one to play with these days. I was out at my Ex’s this past weekend and it seemed like he wasn’t in a good mood and I can understand him being concerned about his Second some after what’s happen to him and all but I’m afraid the kid will use that to his advantage to stay out of school as I see that he wants to have control of the house. Won’t go into detail and I didn’t step in like before but I saw signs of it this weekend. As I told him I would never stand between he and his kids and I kept hearing a lot of that over the weekend. So at that point I thought it best that I leave. He called me the next day and asked was I mad at him and I told him no in which I wasn’t. Just more disappointed but now days I don’t let it bother me as I don’t go down looking for expectation anymore. I do still think along the lines of us but I really need to get that train of thinking out of my head as well. I do love him and the kids but there are a lot of issues that one will have to address before I can even attempt to make those thoughts a reality. I just may need to stay away from him and the kids a while as I’ve come to realize that I really haven’t gotten over him. I get folks asking me all the time is it over and I can say yes but if I’m running down to fill a need and not getting it met then there is something wrong and why I keep doing this to myself I have no idea. Relapse I guess.
Project is still in a slow process but rolling along good. I’ve been working on a couple of new storied and I hope they will be good enough to publish. I won’t know until I get them to my editor. Looks like I’m going to have to set the dates back a little as I’m still waiting on a few things and approvals. However will continue on was planed as there maybe a change things could change. So we’ll see there. I talked to an old friend on Sunday as it was making his way back from Laredo Texas. He’s got his house on the market for one point five million and I’m going to ask him can I do a spread in my publication on it. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind and be flattered in the process. Well that’s about it for now as I need to get moving here before I’m late for work. So until fingers meet keys all have a good one as I will do the same. Hugs to you all.
Man am I late on this weeks update. Oh well it’s been a really busy week for me and really hadn’t had the time to post anything. But to bring all up to date Saturday I had the second of six meeting this month. I’m getting a little tired of them especially when all they do is bitch at you month each month. The other five aren’t as bad as we do get informative information from those. Not big weekend and I didn’t get any at all. It makes me miss my Canadian bacon even more. LOL Weather has really been gloomy here as we’ve been reaching the 90’s and muggy too. No rain as of yet but they yard is growing out of control as my brother fertilized the yard yet again. He really needs to lay off that. Now I have to go out and weed again as things are growing out of control. We have been getting a little rain but not much. Scattered shower is about it. I only received three intakes this week which was a blessing as it’s helped me catch up on some work that I need to do at the job. They changed our phone numbers at work so now I have to change all the reports and forms in the computer to the new numbers. Really a pain in the ass for sure as my immediate boss wants to run the show and my Superintendent won’t let her. Still that’s a long story so I won’t even got into that one but I will have to tell you all later on as to how where I work at seems like the wizard of oz. I call it the Village of Oz.
It been a full moon out and I have been horny like crazy but no one to play with these days. I was out at my Ex’s this past weekend and it seemed like he wasn’t in a good mood and I can understand him being concerned about his Second some after what’s happen to him and all but I’m afraid the kid will use that to his advantage to stay out of school as I see that he wants to have control of the house. Won’t go into detail and I didn’t step in like before but I saw signs of it this weekend. As I told him I would never stand between he and his kids and I kept hearing a lot of that over the weekend. So at that point I thought it best that I leave. He called me the next day and asked was I mad at him and I told him no in which I wasn’t. Just more disappointed but now days I don’t let it bother me as I don’t go down looking for expectation anymore. I do still think along the lines of us but I really need to get that train of thinking out of my head as well. I do love him and the kids but there are a lot of issues that one will have to address before I can even attempt to make those thoughts a reality. I just may need to stay away from him and the kids a while as I’ve come to realize that I really haven’t gotten over him. I get folks asking me all the time is it over and I can say yes but if I’m running down to fill a need and not getting it met then there is something wrong and why I keep doing this to myself I have no idea. Relapse I guess.
Project is still in a slow process but rolling along good. I’ve been working on a couple of new storied and I hope they will be good enough to publish. I won’t know until I get them to my editor. Looks like I’m going to have to set the dates back a little as I’m still waiting on a few things and approvals. However will continue on was planed as there maybe a change things could change. So we’ll see there. I talked to an old friend on Sunday as it was making his way back from Laredo Texas. He’s got his house on the market for one point five million and I’m going to ask him can I do a spread in my publication on it. I’m sure he wouldn’t mind and be flattered in the process. Well that’s about it for now as I need to get moving here before I’m late for work. So until fingers meet keys all have a good one as I will do the same. Hugs to you all.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Wednesday
Hello My Friends.
Well today is Wednesday and I’m feeling much better than I was last night. Something just didn’t agree with me when I got home so this morning all better. Good news as my ex’s some is out of the Hospital, they let him come home yesterday. I hadn’t spoken to him since yesterday so I don’t know how things are going there today. His mother is in town to help out with the situation so that’s good as well. Have a meeting today one of Six and one on Saturday as well. So it’s going to be a full week. Yesterday the computers and phone lines where down most of the day so not a lot got done that day but I manage d to get some done. Just rolling at a nice pace usually keeps me on track. Well not much else to chat about on this Hump day morning but doing good over. I may have a major set back on the project which could delay my launch until September but I won’t know on that until a couple of week. So until fingers meet keys all take care and again keep chatting as you all know I love it. Hugs.
Well today is Wednesday and I’m feeling much better than I was last night. Something just didn’t agree with me when I got home so this morning all better. Good news as my ex’s some is out of the Hospital, they let him come home yesterday. I hadn’t spoken to him since yesterday so I don’t know how things are going there today. His mother is in town to help out with the situation so that’s good as well. Have a meeting today one of Six and one on Saturday as well. So it’s going to be a full week. Yesterday the computers and phone lines where down most of the day so not a lot got done that day but I manage d to get some done. Just rolling at a nice pace usually keeps me on track. Well not much else to chat about on this Hump day morning but doing good over. I may have a major set back on the project which could delay my launch until September but I won’t know on that until a couple of week. So until fingers meet keys all take care and again keep chatting as you all know I love it. Hugs.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Tuesday
Hello My Friends
It’s Tuesday as I didn’t have time to blog yesterday as it w as a long day and weekend at that. Recapping the weekend, as most of you know I had guest all week and it was wonderful as well. Slept most of the day on Saturday as I was recuperating from the week long visit as I do miss him and know we’ll see each other again in the near future. Sunday was on my way to my ex’s go give my daughter her BD gift and come to find out the next to the oldest child was hit in head by a baseball bat from a guest at the house. So that set off a chain of events. I didn’t get home until ten o’clock Monday morning. He underwent surgery as they placed to titanium plates in his head to keep the skull in place. So far he’s doing well as the cat scans look good too so we think there won’t be any brain damage.
My ex was pretty torn up over it as his kids are his life. However I do give him credit for being strong for him and not break down in front of him. It really didn’t hit him until he was on his way home and later that morning. I guess I would feel the same way if I had kids as well. However I do feel strongly about them so I was feeling what he was feeling as well. Doc’s say he could be out in a couple of days as they’re holding him for observation.
First day back at work wasn’t really bad at all. I was expecting all kind of paper work loading my desk but it was like that at all. Email wasn’t so bad either. So I just kind of coasted right along there. However I did get all the hugs and all as folks did miss me not to mention ask about my Canadian bacon. LOL I didn’t give up to much but they got the idea. I can’t recall if I mentioned that my father is back in the hospital or not but yes he’s back injury on his foot that wouldn’t heal. He’s in a rehab for now and will be there for six weeks. I need to start getting up there to see him as I know he’s tired of laying in the bed. My father is a go getter and for him to keep going like he has after these past two years that just proves it. I took him some tee shirts yesterday as he didn’t have any to wear so he’s a somewhat happy camper now. I went over this morning to take the trash out at their house as its garbage day today for them. Ours is tomorrow. Well that’s about it for now waiting to hear new on my ex’s son here and then off to work shortly so until fingers meet keys all have a good one and looking forward to chatting again soon. Hugs.
It’s Tuesday as I didn’t have time to blog yesterday as it w as a long day and weekend at that. Recapping the weekend, as most of you know I had guest all week and it was wonderful as well. Slept most of the day on Saturday as I was recuperating from the week long visit as I do miss him and know we’ll see each other again in the near future. Sunday was on my way to my ex’s go give my daughter her BD gift and come to find out the next to the oldest child was hit in head by a baseball bat from a guest at the house. So that set off a chain of events. I didn’t get home until ten o’clock Monday morning. He underwent surgery as they placed to titanium plates in his head to keep the skull in place. So far he’s doing well as the cat scans look good too so we think there won’t be any brain damage.
My ex was pretty torn up over it as his kids are his life. However I do give him credit for being strong for him and not break down in front of him. It really didn’t hit him until he was on his way home and later that morning. I guess I would feel the same way if I had kids as well. However I do feel strongly about them so I was feeling what he was feeling as well. Doc’s say he could be out in a couple of days as they’re holding him for observation.
First day back at work wasn’t really bad at all. I was expecting all kind of paper work loading my desk but it was like that at all. Email wasn’t so bad either. So I just kind of coasted right along there. However I did get all the hugs and all as folks did miss me not to mention ask about my Canadian bacon. LOL I didn’t give up to much but they got the idea. I can’t recall if I mentioned that my father is back in the hospital or not but yes he’s back injury on his foot that wouldn’t heal. He’s in a rehab for now and will be there for six weeks. I need to start getting up there to see him as I know he’s tired of laying in the bed. My father is a go getter and for him to keep going like he has after these past two years that just proves it. I took him some tee shirts yesterday as he didn’t have any to wear so he’s a somewhat happy camper now. I went over this morning to take the trash out at their house as its garbage day today for them. Ours is tomorrow. Well that’s about it for now waiting to hear new on my ex’s son here and then off to work shortly so until fingers meet keys all have a good one and looking forward to chatting again soon. Hugs.
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