Happy Friday

Happy Friday My Friends
Hope all are doing well and having a lovely day so far. As for me it’s been a lovely week as well. My Canadian friend (In Picture) will bee leaving tomorrow and will be sad to see him go as we’ve had so much fun this week. It’s been really good to have him here and seeing the city though his eyes. His lover truly is a lucky man that’s fore sure. Yesterday (Thursday) we took a trip down to Galveston as it was such a lovely day not to mention nice and cool too. We packed a lunch and took off as it was great. Played in the water for a little bit then sat on the beach and at the wonderful lunch we packed. It’s been a while since I’ve been in the water on Galveston Island that’s for sure. Was nice by my skin was really showing effects of the salt water for sure not to mention I was itching from it as well. Nothing a little lotion couldn’t take care of.

Today we’re just lounging around getting clothes washed and iron so he can take on his trip to MS. We’ll be pulling out really early as his flight leaves around 11:00 AM. Suppose to rain tomorrow was well as I hope it’s not going when we take off in the morning. We’ll see. Not much more to add at this point. Weekend is here and I’ll show him some of t sights on the gay community at night as we did it during the day but to really get he affects you have to see it at night. He was really surprised as to how big our community is meaning the stretch of real estate the community possesses. Then again I kept reminding him we’re the fourth largest city in the U.S. He was impressed with the architecture in Houston and Galveston as well. Galveston has a lot of the old structures still standing and it was impressing as I never really took time to stop and really look at them as I was seeing it thought his eyes.  It was always head for the beach with me. I was really impressed of how much history I knew of the city as well. Living here all my life I thought I knew hardly a thing but I guess I do know more than I thought I knew. It was a good lesson there. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys again hope all are having a wonderful day and even better weekend. To all take care and looking forward to chatting with you all again soon. Big hugs everyone.

Vacation, What a Week So Far

Hello All
Well it’s been a few days since I’ve written here and for good reason, So much has been going on this week that it’s hard to believe that I’ve been able to keep up. Since I didn’t write in here over the weekend I guess I’ll start with Last Friday. It was one of this days where you get to work and you just want turn around and go home. Knowing that in eight hours I’d be off and on vacation just made it worst, as I just wanted to rush the day so I could get home and start my vacation. Those who know me from work knew I was having guest, as one of them calls him. “Your Canadian Bacon.” She’s so silly. LOL However just before my boss left she left me some task to take care of which would probable would have taken longer than my eight hour shift which was at that time probable four hours I really don’t remember but I wasn’t staying over or one minute longed than I really had to that was for sure so I did it but maybe not the way she would have liked but it was taken care of. Didn’t have many kids to go home since we’re going through restructure of the facility by laws I would say that 70% of the kids aren’t going home now. Of course folks where asking who was going to take my place while I was gone and I really had no answer but at the same time do you think I was really caring either. Got out of there on time and made my way home. I was beat from the drive home not to mention getting up early every morning.

Saturday came around and I was Hazel again. Worked in the yard washed my vehicle and cleaned the rest of the day getting the study ready as well. The rest of the house was in fairly good shape as we stay on top of that. I can’t believe I had collected so many old books, magazines and things. Some dating back to 2001 so yes I did get rid of the clutter. Dusted the place down as well so things would be ready as I wasn’t going t have time as I was going to be with Jeff all day Sunday. The storage Closet in the study was the killer, Stuff just thrown in there so we couldn’t see it anymore. So yes I did some rearranging so it would flow much better. By the time I was finished late in the evening I was beat for sure. So I laid it down as I needed to get up early to meet Jeff at his home. Had my brother and his BF go pick up my dad’s pickup and bring hit home. I took clutter that was trash to the dump and the donated stuff to Purple Heart. My nephew and the BF were still here so I had them help me load the dryer I was giving Jeff and the family on the back of the truck so I would be ready to go early Sunday morning. Got up early Sunday and made my way to Jeff’s Took it easy as I didn’t want to take the change on loosing the load. Was having flash back of when I use to hot shot around the city and lost a load and ended up being in an accident that totaled my vehicle and put me out of a job for a little while.

The day was long for sure as I arrived at Jeff’s about 8:30 AM. Of course the kids where up but he was still in bed. Once he realized I was there he got on up. Once he got his facilities together and feed the youngens we unloaded the pickup and loaded the stuff to take to his niece in Centerville. It was cool out that morning but quickly turned warm as my father truck had no air. Somewhere there is a leak in the lines and it won’t hold coolant.  The oldest asked who’s truck was it as he never seen me driving it and made a comment that it looked like a piece of junk. Of well as my father would say, “It’s my work truck.” And it for sure shows it. Me I like keeping my things looking nice as they cost to much for one and I’m not a very wealthy person in the financial department. The baby of the bunch had her BD on Thursday and he’s having a party for her this coming Sunday. I go her a gift but I won’t bring it until the day of the part. I wasn’t in the mood to dealing with any kids but he allowed the second to the oldest to come along as well. I wasn’t a happy camper at that point but it was done and I wasn’t going to go over his word about it. After all it wasn’t like I was going to get some from him anyway. After about three hours we made it to Centerville as I was driving the speed limit again so I wouldn’t loose the load all over the freeway. When we made it there Jeff’s arm was crisp as he was starting to burn from the sun. We unloaded the truck and visited a spell. 4:00 PM rolled around and he took off. The only one of us three had eaten was the kid so it was time to get something for sure. We decided to stop in Huntsville to get gas and something to eat as well. I called my co worker from there as we were suppose to stop over and buy a refrigerator he was selling as he’s selling his home and wanted to get rid  of a few things. After leaving Huntsville we made it into Houston and over to my co worker as well. Couldn’t help to think what my co worker was saying about Jeff, Big hairy fully bearded man and his kid. He did give us some extras as well so that was nice of him four sure. I know it will be talk at the job but you know what I don’t care. I didn’t mean to rush but I didn’t want to be in the road in the dark with a load on the back of the truck. Finally made it to Jeff’s place with the load and I had to get him into gear right away as I needed to get home for sure. My sister needed to use the vehicle but my brother ended up taking her. Leaving Jeff’s as we I was kind of mad at that point as the kids where still up the one that was with us wasn’t mining to well and Jeff was to focused on what he was doing to correct him. I didn’t say a word as it wasn’t my place. So I Just made my way back to the house, took a well needed shower then got in the bed for sure.

Next day Monday got up and starting cleaning again like the bathroom and stuff before Wayne arrived from Canada. We chatted back and forth on the phone some that morning then he called to tell me that his flight had been delayed by two and a half hours. The plane was still in NY. Oh well. However that worked to my advantage as I didn’t have to rush anymore. So I took my time and told him to call me when he was leaving so I’ll have a time frame as to when he would arrive. Three and a half hour flight as he arrived here about 4:30 PM. I was at the airport around 4:20 PM but hell finding a parking as usually. It had been a while since I been there so they have done some changes but not much. I ended up circling the airport twice and finally settled in the parking garage. Just as I pulled the break up he called and said he was at baggage claim. I wasn’t far away and went to get him. Got back to the vehicle and after getting it loaded we planed a big kiss and hug on one another. It was good to finally see him in person as well. He looks even better than his pic. Made it home and got him settled by showing him the house and all. Introduced him to my Brothers BF but my brother still hasn’t seen him as of yet, we’re either gone or he’s at work or something. I’m sure he will meet him sooner or later. Later Wayne and I got down to business. All I can say it, LORD! What a man. Yes daddy is all that a bag a chips and a coke. LOL by the end of the evening I was sore for sure and maybe had a twist in my step as well but I loved the passion and attention he showed me in bed for sure. We managed to get up and got something to eat as well then returned home for round three.

Tuesday morning was a lovely wake up call as well and I made daddy cum fast as he loves my tight ass for sure. All my gay 101 classes were coming back into play as I surly keep daddy happy for sure. However I can’t help but think why Jeff doesn’t have passion like that. Wayne and I talk openly about out loves and I made a comment to him about Jeff and he agreed with me that maybe he doesn’t know how to be passionate. I wasn’t going to ask his sometimes wife and I have no way of contacting his First wife either but it has to be something there as I know I’m very passionate. Loving and caring as well. But enough of that. Jeff may have thought I was mad at him on Sunday as I left so quickly and I have been but I’ve become accustom to that but shouldn’t have to settle for that. It would have been a prefect time to talk some things out and see where he and I could be taking this again but he decided to invite one of the kids to come along so I had really nothing to talk about as couldn’t say much in front of the kid. I have called him once all this week so far so he knows I’m not pissed at him which is good. I try not to hold grudges as tomorrow is a new day and try to live each day as if it was my last so it helps me to be a better person in life. After having our little morning romp we got cleaned up and headed out to breakfast then off to site see and do a little shopping. Stopped off in the gay district and at lunch did a little more site seeing then made our way back home. It was suppose to rain this day so we decided to eat in before it was coming. Later after out bellies were full we made love again and crashed for sure.

Today which is hump day we’re doing back downtown as he has an appointment with a vocal coach today at the performing arts building. We got up and at breakfast at Starbucks then went over to my parent’s home as my father is back at the therapy, rehab center for six weeks as he’s getting over his foot injury. Diabetes is starting to take it’s toll on him. He was in pain when I saw him earlier but he seem to be getting better as I was there for about 20 minutes to take him a few things and all. He wanted to start in on me again and I had to hurry up and get out as I left Wayne downstairs. Well he chose to wait which was ok as he was more than happy to come up. Once Wayne leaves I’m be able to devote more time to him when I can. Halfway thought the week and I have to say it’s been a very enjoyable time for sure. I couldn’t’ be happier than I am not. However I know it’s only a temporary think as Wayne does have a lover back home for sure. Still it’s good to get to know one another much better and learn about a different culture not to mention to see Houston through his eyes as it’s his first trip here. Today is a overcast but tomorrow promises to be a good day so we’re going to head to the Beach that day and show him Kemah and NASA as well. So it’s all good for sure. Well that’s about it for now and I think I have caught up. Hope it was some good reading as well. Hope all are having a good day and enjoy the rest of the week as well. So until fingers meet keys all take care and looking forward to chatting with you all soon. Hugs

P.S.
Batteries dead on the camera so I won't have picture posted until a little later. So stay tuned for sure.

One Day At A Time

Hello My Friends
Hope all are well on this Hump day. I’m doing good as can be. Father was put back into the hospital again on Monday and still there as he’s had to much calcium in his system and being and diabetic that’s not good at all. He seems to be in good spirits over all even though he hates to be in there. I haven’t been up to see him yet but we’ve been talking on the phone here and there. I guess it takes something like this again to bring the family together. Despite my mothers belief we put out differences aside and come together for sure. She’s really going to be unbearable as this is her last year to teach haven turned seventy the district won’t let her teach anymore. So you could say she’s force to retire.

Still going through some changes at work as well but not letting them get under my skin at all. After all that’s what I’m there for is to work. Then again I’m not going to be anyone’s fool either. I think they know that already as I do let them have it when I have to. Still the issues at hand don’t affect my work performance on work ostentation at all so it’s all good so far. As a matter of fact just read that I’ll probable get a third raise this year as the cost of living has gone up so that Somewhere in the budget they found some funding to increase our salaries. I’m down with that for sure. Folks at work have been asking me am I going to the wedding this weekend as one of my co workers is getting married but I have so much to do and so little time that I’m seriously thinking of declining. Guest coming in on Monday and I have to finish getting the house cleaned up. Not that it’s dirty but you know how you want things perfect when you have guest. I’ll be sure to tell all about it and maybe post some pics as well on here. Sunday I will be with Jeff most of the evening as I’m dropping off a dryer at his place and we’re going to pick up a refrigerator as one of my co workers is moving and selling his. 250 bucks it’s bad as it’s in very good condition and he needs one as well so it’s all good. Then going up to crocket so drop off a bed up there to one of his relatives. It will be good to spend some quality time with him without the kids as that didn’t happen that often when he and I where and item. However it’s good that we can remain great friends in the process.

Well tonight starts the last shows of Aliases as its back on the air as I love me some Sidney Bristo. Last season and it’s gone for good. I’m sure it will make it to syndication if not already. I really didn’t care for last season and this season kind of started off on the wrong note as well since she was pregnant and all. However the ending before it went into Hiatus was showing some promising things. Come to think of it since we’re so close to May a lot of the shows are gearing up for they’re season finales. I’m a big Sci-Fi fan of Battle Star, Star Gate and Star Gate Atlantis. All or on Hiatus right now but Star Gate and Start Gate Atlantis will return in June of his year with all new shows and Battle Star returns in October I think. So at least my summer won’t be based on reruns and Big Brother. LOL

Project is coming along as can be. I have a few loose ends to tie up before launch but still a long way from it. Hopefully the month of May I can take care of a lot of that. I’m determined to get this going and see where I can take it. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys hope all had a wonderful day and the rest of the week goes good as well. Big hugs to you all and chat soon.

Easter Sunday

Hello All
Well it’s a little before Easter Sunday is over and I hope all had a wonderful one at that. I got up early and didn’t venture out of the house but once and that was to get a Sundays paper. It wasn’t much in it as it was a Holiday but I noticed that most of the major stores were open today as well. I had a nice relaxing evening at home and all caught up on my video as well. even got some more writing in as my editor has been on me to make some corrections. Good to have some one push me like that but right now I’m trying to get the house in order for my guest to arrive. It will be a fun filled week as it’s his first time to Houston as well. It will be fun to see the city though his eyes.

Found out yesterday that my second model and friend in Dallas was in a serious Auto accident the weekend of TBRU which was why I didn’t hear from him. He was seriously hurt as a drunk driver hit him at 70 miles per hour and he was ejected from his vehicle. He’s really lucky to be alive but then again I don’t think luck has anything to do with it. More like a higher power was watching over him. All the same I wish him a speedy recovery and let him know if there was anything I could do for him I was there for him.

I also talked to my married Ex co worker on Friday during my six hour tour of work. He’s doing good so he says and will finally make it home on the 21st of this month. Hummmmm I know what’s going to be going on in his bedroom when he returns especially since he hasn’t touched his wife in over three weeks. Then again he might have been getting him someone the side up there so one never knows unless he tells me. Not my problem anyway as we’re just good friends. He and I have something in common as we both worked for the Texas Department of Criminal Justice in the past. So we have an understanding for one another.

Well that’s about it for now. I hope all are doing well and that they had a nice weekend as well. I’m well rested and ready to get on with this new week for sure. So until fingers meet keys all take care and we’ll be chatting again soon. Hugs.

Good Friday

Hell All
Today is Good Friday and I hope all are doing well. For me it’s slow going but I’m managing. Really didn’t want to get out of my bed this morning knowing it is a holiday for me. Then again one has to give a little to receive a little. So this six hours I’m doing today will be put to use. Especially when I have to take time off for my project as I’m getting closer to launch.

It sure is a beautiful day today. Sitting here at work looking out over the lake I have the feeling I need to be out there. However I’ll get to enjoy some of it when I get off later. The kids hear at work are in rare form this week as there have been a full moon out as well. Two fights that I know of this week and today no school so the staff are having to be creative to keep them occupied as the will bore easy. Two of the Katrina evacuees where trying to give me trouble this morning but I quickly put them in their place. It seems that they’ve been causing problems since they arrived. Can’t say if they’re trying to prove something or not but there are some issues for sure. We have a new cook that started this week and she’s a Katrina evacuee as well. I’ve only got to talk to her for a little while but what she’s gone though I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. Not to mention some of the stuff she was telling me about the employment and all. I really had no idea that New Orleans was in such debt. I’ve never been to in the city but have passed by it on my back from Fl. Elections going on there and most of the evacuees are being bused back to New Orleans to vote as they don’t trust the absentee ballot. That’s going to be and interesting race for sure especially since we’re facing hurricane season again her in about three more months.

I was chatting earlier and found out that the banks are open today as well. I can remember back when the Stores were all closed on Sunday and the malls except for the big change closed on Saturday at six. Now just about everyone is open. I do have to give credit to the founder of Chick-fil-A, he remembers those day and none of the store are open on Sundays. I haven’t talked to Jeff today. His mother is in town and staying foe a week. I’ll call later to see how things are going there. Got a call from one of my ex co workers today, the one who took interest in me sexually. Still and won’t give in as a married man can’t do much for me but give me emotional heartache. He left the job to do drive a truck as he’s in his training stages. He says he’s doing pretty good so I do wish him the best. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys. I hope all are having a wonderful holiday as well as I will make the best of it as well. Chat with you all soon my friends.

Day went Well, Smooth I Would Say

Hey My Friends.
Summing up today I have to say it was a good one. After my meeting and lunch I got sleepy cause I did eat to much. However it was all good. I have been trying to slow down on my intake of food and I do feel better for it. I get home tonight and my bother had pork chops sitting out on the stove so I just bagged them and will have them for lunch tomorrow instead of eating them tonight. They did look delicious but I know better.

The drive home as a slow one as they’re still doing construction on the roads here and a major shout down again come this weekend. I will be so glad when that finish with this but then again they’ll find another major road to work on. With the price of gas and utilities going up it’s a wonder will folk be driving vehicles here soon. Then    what is will the gas companies do. It just makes you so mad that they can get way with it and it’s the same ole pattern year after year. Three bucks a gallon is just ridiculous for sure.

Folks have been asking me what’s happened between me and my friend who has been pressuring me for sex. Well I haven’t heard from him since that time. Maybe he read my blog and got the picture I don’t know but I’m not going to get upset over it or with him. As I mentioned earlier there is a full moon out but I haven’t been horny at all. As a matter of fact I haven’t wanted sex then again I’m sure all that will change when my friend arrives from Canada. I’m really looking forward to spend some quality time with him for sure. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys again all have a good one and may the rest of your week be lovely as well. Short week as tomorrow is most everyone’s Friday. Big hugs to all.

EARLY WEDNESDAY

Hey All
Hope all are doing well. Yesterday went smoothly to a point until the kids decided they wanted to have a little rumble in the gym. Cops where called but now one taken this time. DAMN! Oh well. Still things happen like that when they get restless. Name calling first and then it leads to a fight. Staff put to much trust that the kids would do the right thing when he should have separated them in the beginning. OH well we live and we learn for sure. Sine he’s fairly new he has a lot to learn.

Confirmed my friend coming in from Canada in less than two weeks as I’ll be taking a vacation week to spend time with him. Will be a really fun filled week at that. Full moon was out last night and it had no affect on me whatsoever. Normally I’d be horny as I don’t know what but I haven’t even wanted to J.O.  Jeff has been sick so I haven’t been around him so I won’t contract what was making him sick. Normally all I’d have to do is look at him and I’d go rock hard and it was sometimes embarrassing especially when we’re in public cause I do have a lot to try and hide. Walking around with my hands in my pockets wasn’t always cutting it. However lately I haven’t been feeling that as often. Even though I do have feeling for him and do care they’re not as strong as before. I would love to have someone feel the way I did for him. Could that return one never knows but here are still a lot of factor to consider before I can even think about going back to that factor.

He did call and tell me he went to the doctor and was feeling some what better. I’m concerned about his couch as he mentioned there was blood in his mucus and it sounded very dry. We also talked about a few issues that are going on right now and I really couldn’t find the words to say what I was thinking at the time for one fear of pissing him off and two just WHY? We’ve managed to get our friendship back to a level with no pressure and expectation in it and I have to say it’s been very nice. I haven’t talked with him this morning as he’s on a field trip with his youngest at school. One thing I can say he does take care of his kids. Between baseball practice and games it and home work and doing it alone at time well it can be over whelming and sometimes tiring too. Sometimes one needs that space to just close the door and get their mind right. Plus I can understand why he wouldn’t want to have sex either. Exhausted is a word that comes to mind. Then there is the libido thing. I was watching the news and saw that men can go through a form of menopause. I forgot what the word they used to call it for men but Jeff seem to have all the symptoms of it. However to slow that aging process down men would have to take a combination of drug that are injected and Jeff sure isn’t one for needles. He’s been loosing weigh and that’s a good thing so it will help with his diabetes.

I have the third of six meeting I have to attend a month today so I’ll be heading in early as well. I’ve missed one of them already and will miss the last one as I’ll be on vacation entertaining guest. Mowed the yard this morning and kind of looking good. I can’t say much for the back yard since we don’t use it at all well it’s just there is all I can say. However I need to get back there and at least make it look somewhat presentable. Cutting it sure made a difference for sure. I’m working half a day on Good Friday as I may have mentioned since my boss wasn’t kind enough not to let me off. Oh well no worries as I have plenty more coming so it’s not big deal. Five more months before I get my next raise and three more after that and I get another one so this year is looking up especially with the price of gas going up like it has. We’ve been lucky with Eclectic gas and water. They haven’t increased much. One thing I can’t get over is my Dish bill. We have the works package and it’s gone to one hundred bucks now. So something here is going to have to give soon. It’s nice to have all the major cable networks at your fingers. However since Queer as folk doesn’t come on anymore I really don’t watch Showtime much. HBO well this will be the last season for the Sopranos so once that’s gone. Who knows? I do like Big Love and Dead Wood. Too much cursing for me on Dead Wood though. Every other word is F that and F this. Starz, the Movie Channel will be watched from time to time but I’ll have to make some decision here soon. As that’s way too much to be paying for Television. Hard to believe that thirty to forth years again most of television was free.  Well that’s about it for now need to get up here so I can get dressed and hit the road. 45 minute drive ahead of me and whatever surprises await me at work as well. So until fingers meet keys hope all are having a wonderful day and have an even wonderful weekend if I don’t chat to most of your before then. Big bear hugs my friend and take care as well.

A Pleasent Monday Morning

Hey All
It’s Monday morning and this is a short week as Good Friday and Easter Sunday are fast approaching. It really was a nice couple of days out as well. No rain and weather was just right. I have to work Good Friday for half a day and most likely spend the weekend at home since me and my folks are getting along still. Over all I has a good relaxing weekend. Got up Sunday morning and feeling like Hazel. LOL and ended up cleaning out two closets and the kitchen pantries. Still have the study to do but I have all week and next weekend to do that. Found some old clothes in one of the closet that are in very good condition and will be sending them to my ex’s oldest some. He can use them as he’s getting up in age and closer to my size as well. Found a lot of stuff that I will be donating to Purple Heart and Good Will. My brother and I put in the new dryer as the old one is still good as well however he was wondering what to do with it as it’s sitting in our Den at the moment. I told him to call Purple Heart and schedule a pick up during the times I’m here that way some needy family will be able to use it. It really feels good to give back to the community as well. If anyone in the Houston are knows of anyone that needs a dryer before we call Purple Heart to come get it please let me know.

I’m looking forward to my friend arriving in two weeks as I’ve taken the whole week of to spend quality time with him and show him some of our far city. My Brothers BF was in town this weekend on leave from the service, Also his BD this weekend as well so you know what was going on there for sure. I just kept my distance as always. Didn’t mow the yard this weekend but I see will have to do it during the week for sure as it’s starting to grow pretty fast now. Was suppose to trim the trees in the backyard but I’ve been a little lazy with that. Backyard since we don’t use it much we don’t take good care of it as we would the front. However Someday hope to start entertaining back there so we will have to get on it sometime soon. Right now with so much going on with me and project and dealing with family members well it can be a little over baring. Still I manage to stay focused and move ahead.

I talked to my best friend over the weekend as this time of year is pretty busy for him being a landscaper and all. He told me to pass by a mutual friend of ours who passed away two years ago and see what’s been going on. When I did I was floored. They had torn the place down as his father had sold the property and town homes were being built on it. The company that bought the land is a big developer and had town homes popping up all around the area. His was a prim spot as it was right behind a city park and on a main driving strip of road. I can’t tell you how sad I was to see it go but it wasn’t getting used as his father wasn’t living in the place and his sisters didn’t want the place either. I just hope he got a decent price for it. I do miss him but he’ll always be in our hearts and memories.

Not much else went on this weekend. As I said I had a nice relaxing one. I caught up on my video tapes and DVD’s that I rented as well. It was really nice to just relax and not have the phones bother you all the time. Did do some work on the project as well. Articles and a couple of ads that I need to get done. My editor who is out of town at the moment had been asking about some things and hopefully I took care of them this weekend as things are moving right along. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys. Hope all had a wonderful weekend as I know some of you did from chatting this morning. Big hugs to you all and hope to chat soon.

Just One Of Those Days I Guess

Hello My Friend.
Hope all are doing and had a great week to go with it. For me its been a week of ups and downs like our weather there. Today was really overcast and some mist too but no major rain. Good thing as I washed my vehicle this weekend and would like to think I didn’t do it for nothing. Only worked half a day today as I was busy running around taking care of business. I’m still not having to many words to say to my folks and seriously doubt I’ll be going over next week for Easter dinner. It’s not big deal as they know I mean business when I don’t show up for one of the holidays.

I had and interesting conversation with a long time friend this week and seems like every six months he and I go through this. He gets mad at me, then not talk to me, and then calls me some kind of friend because I have to think about having sex with him. He made a comment to the point that if I had to think about it then I was never a true friend in the first place. Hummmmmm. Can you say pressuring someone doesn’t seem to appealing at all. I won’t go into the whole details of the story to get us to this point and I won’t go into where I’ll go with it either. Maybe it’s a controlling factor that I haven’t put into place. In the meantime life does go on. I did tell him that no matter what I was still his friend and left it at that. So if he chooses not to speak to me at this point, or never again I won’t loose any sleep over it. Life is to short to hold grudges and I for sure want to life live life to the fullest as I don’t know how much time I have left on this earth. No one really knows so why sit around and dwell. I’m really tired of trying to make others happy and not have happiness giving back in return. I have enough on my plate as it is to be worried about the small things in life. Besides I still have feeling for my ex even though he and I aren’t an item anymore. Still I put them aside right now as it’s not a good time for either of us to be talking relationship. Plus I don’t care to get hurt by him again which is why I’ve probable been stand offish from him. I’m glad he and I can remain friends as one can never have too many friends.

One can’t sit and wonder what could be if he and I could work together to build a family and empire. I want so much to enjoy that as I see other who have been lucky to have found that special someone to make that happen. So at this point I’m working hard to get my project off the ground and running so I can have something to fall back on when I am ready to retire. Stick budget is the key and I’m really feeling it trying to support a business that doesn’t have and income coming in at the moment. Let hope the pay off will be well worth it.

This weekend I’ll be at it again getting articles ready for the editor and the layout as well. I have some good topics and lot of unanswered question as well. I sometimes wonder how I do keep my head above water sometimes and it scares me that the blood and sweat and tears I put into this won’t pay off. Then again that’s the gamble one take, I Really feel this is my last change to prove something to myself that I can do this. Waiting around to win the lottery isn’t going to cut it either even though its up to 168 Million since no one won this past Tuesday. I’ll take five dollar and try again this Friday since it’s so high, Most folks what it all at once me I want payments so I’ll know I’ll get a check guaranteed for twenty five year. Say I do run out of funds I know I’ll have another one coming. People say it won’t change them but we know better especially if you haven’t had funds like that before. I have to admit it’s a good feeling to have money but to buy needless isn’t. I feel that things don’t make me happy however I do take care of the things I do posses. No major plans for the weekend as I hope all will have a good weekend at best. So until fingers meet keys all have a good and looking forward to chatting again very soon.

Was A Good Weekend.

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Hope all had a wonderful and restful weekend. I know I did. Didn't win the Texas Mega Million and as far as I know no one won it at all so its going up. Haven't seen what it's up to now but oh what I could do with a million. LOL Accomplished a lot but still not where I wanted to be. Lucky this week will give me that opportunity. This day light savings thing has my schedule all screwed up. I’m sitting here at work and sleepy as a dog. OH well that’s life I guess. Saturday was April Fools day and my ex’s kids where in full swing with that. Then again they know my limits as well so they back off after a while. Game was good and exhausting as he had three of then on two different fields as that same time. I have to say it was something at that. I never played baseball in a league or school as I was busy with my speed skating at the time. Oh the memories of those years.

My sister and her BF came my Sunday and has a nice visit as well. I don’t see her to often as our schedule don’t allow it. I really need to call her more as my nephew has been sending her thought the hoops. However he’s under the watchful eye of his god mother so maybe he’ll stay on track with his diabetes.

I have guest coming in this month to spend a week, a wedding to attend and Two BD’s not to mention Good Friday and Easter. The Rain finally slowed down and it is suppose to be a good week for us. My vehicle is in bad need of cleaning so I will do that and the yard in the morning. Didn’t make the meeting on Saturday as I decided to attend the kids game instead. Beside they briefed me the day before I it was no big deal. Well that’s about it for today. Again I hope all had a good weekend and an even better week. So until fingers meet keys all take care and chat with you soon.

177 Million For Texas Mega Million

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Hope all are doing well as the weekend is here. Its April fools day today for sure. Not to mention Day light savings time later tonight as well. Recapping my week, Thursday wasn’t a good day especially at work. For some reason I was just up tight most of the day. Maybe because on Friday we released 19 kids which was a good thing as it was time for them to go for sure. I ended up getting seven new intakes to complete the week so it wasn’t so bad. However in today’s meeting in which I elected not to go to they’re going to inform the kids of the changes going on the job that will affect them greatly. Most are not happy and that’s the way life it. Parents have been calling and it reminded me when I worked part time at the Associates when Texaco made a drastic change to their credit care operation as folks starting calling in droves inquiring about it. Some time we’re have over a hundred calls in the trump waiting to be answer. Well that was how it was yesterday, Friday. Parents calling in to find out what’s going on. Most of them will find out on Sunday when they come to visit their child. Since our new head quarters is moving to the heart of down town they’ve made some changed to our badges as well. Lucky they stayed later to catch all of us or I would have been up shit creek. Some staff still didn’t get theirs to I have no idea what they’re going to do as they can’t get into the court building without it.

I’ve been having this shortness of breathe here lately and it’s kind of got me worried. So I’m going to make an appointment for the doc next week so he can check me out. I have put on more weight than I really want and I know that has something to do with it as well. Since we’re having spring like weather now I can get out and start running again. Have a membership at Bally’s as you could say I’m and icon as I’ve been a member since 1986. I can’t beat my dues as they’re only 8.99 a month. Now all I have to do is find time to get over there. Lately I’ve been working on my project pretty heavily as I’m getting close to my launch date. My editor as been on me to get things going in high gear as this weekend I’m doing just that. Editing pictures and writing Article from folks I interviews at TBRU. I have to admit it’s coming along. Made some good contacts and looking for to BEARWATCH 7 as well to make more and this time pass out Brochures of what I’m going to offer. I still have three models to shoot to complete the project. The Texas Mega Million is up to 117 million last I look as I normally don’t buy a ticket I decided to try as you never know it could be my lucky day. LOL Lord the things I could do with that money but I try not to base my life on wealth itself. It's nice to have but there is way more to life that funds. Well that’s about it for now so until fingers meet keys hope all have a great weekend as I’ll be looking forward to hearing from you all soon. Hugs.