Early Monday Morning

Hello My Friends.
Well It’s Monday and I have to say I had a nice weekend. Went to my meeting on Saturday at the job then had another meeting with my editor as well as a meeting with a friend I know who does Taxes as I don’t want to have an issue with taxes once I get this project really off the ground. The one the web hosting issues for surely was enough. However I have taken care of that small nightmare and moving forward. The site should be up and running this coming weekend and to all my friend who have been tireless waiting to see it,  will be good to get this up and going. Sunday I took my ex to the auto show for a belated BD present along with the kids as he couldn’t find a sitter. Long story there but it was all good as we had a great time anyway. The twins that are 6 got a little restless towards the end as we where reaching our third hour but once we hit the kiddy section they quickly changed their tune. I have to say I was literally exhausted especially coming from my corrections back ground as I’m use to counting heads to make sure all the inmates where accounted for and things applied in this case too, for in a place that large keeping track of three little ones was a job in itself as I was constantly counting heads to make sure they all where with us as they would and will wonder off. More Distracted than anything. After returning home and getting the kids feed and down for the evening he and I went to dinner while granny kept the kids until we got back as they wouldn’t’ be much trouble as they all where out for the evenings. I have to give myself credit as I didn’t make an advance toward him at all the whole evenings. He hinted at it a couple of times but when it came down to it I thanked him for a good evening as he thanked me for the outing and I made my way home.

I keep getting this question form folks all the time asking do I still have feeling for him. We’ll I’d be lying if I said I didn’t. When you’ve been with someone as closely as I have and give of yourself too one doesn’t stop loving that person. I guess for some it maybe true but I wasn’t raised that way and life is too short to be holding grudges. I’m one to forgive and maybe forget and move on.  I’ll always care for him but as far as being in love with him I’m not at that level anymore. I have moved on in my life. I also found out this weekend that his sugar daddy is flying him to Hawaii to be there with him during the spring break holidays. I have to say I was jealous but I’m not in no way mad at all.

I’ve got a busy schedule this week on top of getting the house ready for spring. Going though things and getting rid of last years stuff and spring cleaning the house as well. My mothers BD is this Friday so I will get her a basket of flowers and card and drop it off at her job. That usually makes her feel good plus she shows off for her co workers as well that her kids would drop off gifts. Thursday I’m taking my dad to another doctor’s appointment they’re going to do a brain scan to make sure he doesn’t have a brain tumor. I’ll be going to work late that day as I’ll let them know today. Well that’s about it for now the day is just beginning for me so until fingers meet keys. Hugs to all and as I hope all had a wonderful weekend. Have a good week and looking forward to hearing from you all. I want to thank all those who have been sending the emails and commenting. I do appreciate that.  Hugs my friend and take care because I will surely to the same.