Tuesday

Hello Everyone
Today was very windy out but also lovely too as the sun was out shining with nice clear blue skies. It was a shame that I had to work when I could have been out doing something productive. However got to work and my Boss was a no show. So I’m thinking she took the week off but really won’t know until tomorrow. We’re still short handed while still in our Holiday phase. The staff has to really get inventive with the residents due to them boring very easily. Movies, board and card games won’t get it for long. With the weather being so nice out they have been taking them outside a lot more, seems to tire them out with all the running and things. We can’t use the pool even though it’s heated with haven’t a life guard anymore as I heard today we’re loosing at least seven staff as they’re moving on for the New Year. Oh well it will be tuff until we get adequate staff.  Then again one has to wonder why we have such a large turn over rate with staff that is. Today I have to say was a low key day at work and no intakes too it was really nice is all I can say.

Just four more days and we’re in a New Year. Things are going along well with me and my project. Picked up a reference book yesterday to working with the Software programs I’ll be using to build the website and maintain it. It’s been a toss up over Adobe “Go Live” or Macromedia “Dreamweaver.” I’ve been asking questions to some of my pals and getting some good answers to help me make my decision. I filled out my new date planner today as well as my PDA. I went ahead and set a date I’m shooting for want to have my project ready to go. Maybe a little premature but like any type of planning can be changes so I’m allowing for that. Looks like it’s going to be a long and busy year for me but I’m ready for the challenge. I haven’t heard from Jeff and the kids this week as I’m sure he’s in Oklahoma by now. I hope they’re having a great time as the kids don’t get to travel like that too often. It’s good they have this opportunity to do so though. It’s been two months now and I still haven’t heard from Ron so I don’t know what’s going on with him and I haven’t heard from Russell anymore either although I’m sure I will.

Been thinking about going to Dallas this weekend to bring in the New Year and spend it in the Bath House but something about meaningless sex just doesn’t appeal to me. I need more that just a romp in the hay. I want it to mean something with the person I’m with as well and he not know my name the whole time we were together. I guess that’s why I haven’t attempted to get with my co worker who just so happen to be married. First I would never do it with a co worker and second I have stopped the flirting with him as well. I know he’s wondering what’s wrong with me but I need to end that before it really gets out of hand. As I mentioned earlier, to him it would be just sex, something he couldn’t get at home or something he’s willing to try, Sewing his oats maybe who knows, all I know is I’m way beyond that. Either way I have been shunning off his advances and kind of avoiding him as well. Oh don’t get me wrong he’s nice looking to me, the married ones usually are, big husky football looking man and that walk will sure get ones attention. One can only imagine what’s hanging between his legs. I have to give myself credit for not going there with him. In my past for sure I probable would have been all over him and allowed myself to go there, now I know what I want on this earth and will strive to get there in the process. I’m playing for keeps and I don’t expect him to leave his wife and kids to take up residents with me and I sure won’t be a kept person anymore. You know like he can call you but you can’t call him or waiting around the phone for him to call you when he’s ready to spend some time with you. That shit gets old really quick and I stopped that year’s ago. Well that’s enough of that for now so until fingers meet keys all have a good one and looking forward to hearing from you all very soon.